Unexpected love

Chapter 16: Heartbreaking realization

Chapter 16

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I KNOW THAT ITS LATE BUT ITS FINE ITS OUT!

Okay so how have yall been? Good? Good. Okay t=so without any further ado

ANYWHORE

AUTOBOTS, ROLL OUT!!

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When we finally get to the lab, Bestie and I are able to get our badges and access codes. We are finally "temporary" agents for the time being. We also get the location of the Allspark. FUCK YEAH HOOVER DAM! So the Autobots transform, and we take the underground tunnel under the city. That was also very interesting. Bumblebee, of course, wanted me to ride with him and Simmons tried to make me ride with him in the sector seven SUV, let's just say Simmons was eventually persuaded to let me ride with Bumblebee. I mean, he didn't have much of a choice having a big ass robot looming over him. When bumblebee transformers into his auto form, everyone else transformed into theirs. Bestie looked over to me, and I waved to her as if you say, "I got this," and she went with Simmons. I get inside if Bee, and we all are using the underground tunnel to get out of the city.

I'm sitting in the passenger seat, and it's quiet. I decide to break the silence.

Me "what was that?"

Radio "what?"

Me "that whole scene with Simmons? It's only natural that he would want me to ride with them since they don't know anything about us. Or if they actually trust us."

Why was he acting like this? Doesn't he know what's on the line? Maybe I'm a little too hard on him? I want to go home so bad, but I didn't take Bumblebee's feelings into consideration. I mean, I know I'm going back, but he thinks that this is real. For the most part, it is practical for him, this is his universe, and I don't belong here. I feel bad that I am here, making him believe that there is a future when I know very well that there is no future that has he and I together. It's sad. When I think about all this time, I'll spend it, and in the end, I won't have in the end.

Me "bee."

Bumblebee's holoform appeared.

Bumblebee "I don't know why I'm acting like this."

He hung his head.

Bumblebee "it's just when I see someone else looking at you; it's like I get this strong urge to keep you."

Me "keep me?"

Those are dangerous words to use.

Bumblebee "I know that it's crazy, but I don't know what to do. I feel like I might become a Decepticon."

Bumblebee started to tear up.

I palmed his cheek and moved my thumb along the curve of his cheek with it.

Me "oh, bee."

I sighed.

Me "sweet, sweet, bumblebee."

Bumblebee looked up at me.

Me "you're not turning into a Decepticon."

Bumblebee "than what's wrong with me?"

Such a small child.

Me "the feelings you are experiencing are normal. But how to express them is important. It's okay to feel like you want to protect me."

But to keep me? I think that is a little too extreme. How the hell do I try not to make this worse, fuck its like mystic messenger all over again? I know its bad form to think about one Bias while in front of another daddy cakes but, damn! I loved the Jumin route, and when you take him to the kink daddy that shines in his glory but I dont want that to happen with Bumblebee. I Know that most fanfiction writers out there have tried to make Bumblebee jealous, but they never address why he is envious or how to show that in a relationship, jealousy isn't healthy. I want Bumblebee to be able to express his emotions in a healthy manner.