Dolan Twins Imagines

37. We're In This Together (G.D)

Y/n's POV:

"No, tell me the truth, stop lying to me, Grayson!" I yelled to my boyfriend of a year

"Baby, I'm being completely honest!" he argued back, trying his best not to raise his voice at me

"NO! I can't with this!" I threw a glass cup to the floor in frustration

Looking at the shattered glass, tears streaming down my face, I look up to see Grayson. His eyes filled with fear, tears being battled so that they don't stream down his face. Seeing his eyes look like that, a look I've never seen before, it made me scared of myself. It made me think of myself that I am a monster

I let out a huge sob and slid down and sat on the ground, sliding my back down the fridge and putting my head between my knees, wrapping them with my hands. I was scared; I saw pictures on social media of Grayson with Emma and people commenting on how they were shipping them together and that he deserved Emma and not with me

I shouldn't have went to the internet today. I know that I get hate, and I knew what I had to expect when I agreed on getting to a relationship with Grayson. But, sometimes I just can't handle the torture and the misery that the people put me through. It's hard enough having self doubts and insecurities, I have to listen to them from the people Grayson and his twin brother, Ethan, care about the most too?

I felt hands on mine, I look up to see Grayson with a sympathetic look on his face

"Shh, shh, come here" he said and wrapped his arms around me in a hug, I cried some more on his chest, but he didn't seem to care. He kept rubbing my back up and down, trying to calm me down and make me feel better. I kept trying to breathe in a rhythm and try to calm myself down

Minutes later, I managed to relax, but I didn't let go of Grayson; I wanted to take it all in before letting go of him

"Baby, this is more than just about the rumors, isn't it?" he asked, I nodded against his chest

"Talk to me, my love. Tell me what's going on inside that beautiful head of yours" he said as he tucked loose hairs behind my ear, pulling my chin gently so I can meet his gaze

"It's not beautiful, I'm not beautiful" I mumbled, but he heard me

"What are you talking about?" he asked, shock and hurt was evident in his voice. I calmed myself, tears still running down my face by I managed to talk without stuttering

"I saw what the people are talking about on social media and everyone ships you with Emma. Grayson, it hurts, it hurts knowing that people want you to love someone else other than me. I know that I said when we were first starting our relationship that I'll go through every obstacle with you no matter what the case is. But, I can't go through it alone. I know that I'm asking for a lot but I'm s-suffocating, Grayson. I-I need y-you t-to save m-me" I said, breaking down in the end

Grayson immediately wrapped himself around me tighter, his chin on top of my head and I felt water droplets coming to my head, I pull my head away to see Grayson crying

"Oh, baby, I didn't m-mean to m-make you c-cry" I said

"Baby, that's o-okay. I'm s-so sorry f-for making you f-feel this way" he said

"D-" I started, but he cut me off

"Don't you dare say 'don't apologize' because I will" he said sternly. I stayed silent and let him continue what he had to say. He breathed in and out, calming himself down to talk to me

"My love,  my dearest love, I love you and only you. I know that you're in pain, and I blame myself for that. But, don't expect me to not fight for you. I don't know if you want to leave me or not because of all of this, but I'm not letting you go, at least without a fight because you know damn well that for you, and only you, I'll go to the extreme. I love you so much, my beautiful Y/n, you have no idea. I love every single detail about you, interior and exterior. When I see Emma, all I see is a friend, a best friend, not gonna lie. But with you, it's completely different. I see a beautiful girl, my beautiful girl. I see my future wife, the mother of my future kids and the grandmother of my future grandmother kids.

 There is no reason for you to feel any sort of competition between you and Emma because you would win at every single thing. I adore you, I'm in love you, and that, my dearest sweetheart, will never change. Please, Y/n, let me know when you feel like this the next time so that I can be there for you, because if you do think like this, then it means that I have failed as a boyfriend. I wasn't able to show you just how much I love you and how much I love every single detail about you. But, please, my dearest love, never doubt my love for you, because I can guarantee you that my love for you will never shrink, but only grow bigger. 

My beautiful, gorgeous, breathtaking Y/n. You're all mine, and I'm all yours, and that will never change. I want to make an oath to you, babe. I promise you to remind you just how beautiful you are to me and how much you mean to me every single day. I promise that I will kiss you 'good morning' just as passionately as I will kiss you 'goodnight' just as passionately along with the kisses between those hours. I promise to be there for you when you need me, and include you in anything and everything that I do, work related or not. I promise to calm you down whenever you feel jealous, insecure, or in a competition with any girl who you think are stealing me away from you. You got me, babe, and I got you. We're in this together, love." he said

Tears fell down my cheeks with happy tears, I took him by surprise when kissing his lips as passionately as possible, putting every ounce and fiber of love I have in me in that kiss to show him just how much I love him

He didn't respond as first, being taken by shock, but then he cupped my cheeks with his hands and rubbed my cheek with his thumb

He kept kissing slowly and passionately, just like how we both like it, for a while until we needed to pull away for air

"I love you so fucking much, Grayson. You're all mine, and I'm all yours" I said, wiping the tears away from my face using the back of my hands, still having a smile on my face

"I love you so much more, Y/n" he replied, kissing me again

God, what would I do without my love?

A/n: Hey guys! Hope you are enjoying my stories and imagines of the Dolan Twins! Sorry for not posting often, but I have finals so it's hard to find time working on those imagines. I promise that in the winter break, I'll try my best to make as many imagines and I possibly can. I'm also working on a fiction book of my own, so I'm trying to make it as good as possible. I'll release a release date probably soon. Please leave some ideas and recommendations if you want to so that I can write it as soon as possible. Write your name, choose a twin and create a scenario so that I can include you if you'd like. I love you guys so much, bye! - Pheonixandmusic <3 <3