Dolan Twins Imagines

34. Insecure (E.D)

Y/n's POV:

I was at Ethan and Grayson's house, hanging out with them and enjoying their company after a long day at university. I've been dating Ethan for almost 5 months and it's been going really well, I love him with all of my heart and he says that he loves me too just as much, if not more

I went to the bathroom to do my business, I went in Ethan's bathroom because their guest bathroom is being redecorated. As I was washing my hands, I looked at myself in the mirror, specifically, my body

I've always been insecure about my physique, I see myself as fat and ugly. When Ethan and I make love to each other, or simply when he holds my waist, I always get insecure. I never told Ethan about it because I don't want him to think that he has a girlfriend who's always sad about her appearance, and that might lead to a fight and then a breakup

I kept looking at myself in the mirror for a while, then I hear a knock at the door

"Babe, are you okay? You've been in the bathroom for a while now" he chuckles a bit

"Y-yeah, I'm okay" I replied, nervous and on the verge of tears

"No you're not, honey. Please open the door and let me help you?" he asked once he heard my stutter, I mentally cursed myself for answering with a stutter

"Babe, really, I'm fine" I said

"Darling, please" he begged, I sighed and unlocked the door. Ethan then walked in and saw me tearing up

He immediately wrapped his arms around me and held me tight

"What's wrong with my girl, hmm?" he asked as he ran his fingers with my hair

"Why the hell are you with me, Ethan?" I asked

He pulled away, his eyebrows getting close to each other, showing the emotion of confusion on his face

"What do you mean, baby?" he asked

"I-I'm not pretty o-or skinny, I'm not t-the models o-or your c-celebrity crushes, y-yet you s-settled with me. Why?" I sobbed

"Oh, baby" he cupped my cheeks with his large hands and rubbed his thumb on my cheek, making me look at him in the eye

"That's exactly why I settled with you, you're not like them, you're even more beautiful. Baby, when you said yes to me when I asked you out and when I asked you to be my girlfriend, I-I thought 'How the hell did I get to live the rest of my life with the most beautiful angel there could ever be?' You're special, and gorgeous, and the fact that you can't see that makes me so damn confused. Here's something that I'll agree with you, I'll always compliment you and try my entire best to make you the most confident woman there is, as long as you think of yourself pretty. Deal?" he said, I started tearing up happy tears

"Deal," I gave him my hand and shook it, he pulled my hand gently yet quickly and got me closer to him, I squealed because I didn't expect it, but he then kissed me

The kiss was slow and passionate, exactly how I like it

"Thank you, baby" I said

"For what?" he questioned

"For being the best boyfriend anyone could ask for" I said, he chuckled a bit

"Oh honey, I'm just practicing so that I could be the best husband you could ever ask for" he said, kissed my cheek and left me there, stunned

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