The Night Talks • Vents

brotherhood meant nothing

i didnt leave you because i wanted to hurt you
because i was 'madly in love' and jealous
because i was selfish

i left you because you hurt me
because you disrespected and made me unimportant
because you dated my abusive ex

i know youll read this
and i dont care
how dare you tell your sister to beware my anger at you

i thought you knew me
well enough to know
i wouldnt hurt someone i consider my little sister
just as she is yours

youre turning into what he is
a lowlife lair and manipulative asshole
the person who caused me so much anxiety

he was the one
that almost made you loose me in eighth grade
but i guess that doesnt matter as long as his hand is in your hair

he told me you cried over me
which didnt happen
and he said you were glad to 'have me off your back' after they left you

but do you not remember that i
the only person who stayed throughout so many years
was there for all of your heartbreaks

i was the one who supported you
i was the one who cared enough to not leave during hard times
i was the one always trying to be enough for you

but you threw that away
just like he did
because according to both of you
im a disposable piece of trash

you were like a brother 
but even my real blood
wouldnt do this to me