The Night Talks • Vents

loving myself

sometimes i just feel so empty
why id like to know
this is complete ignorance on my part
but ive felt like this long enough

i just want to be loved
to be seen as desirable
i know the whole love yourself
before loving someone else

but ill never love myself
i know i wont
how can i when i was raised
that loving yourself depends on someone else

maybe im just weak minded
thats probably it
i am weak
and i hate it