why does my brain
look at my chest
as say today itll be okay
but tomorrow youll regret having themwhy cant i decide
he or she or them
and stick with it
because everyone will fucking get ittoday ill wish that my hair be thick and short
my chest be flat
my legs be hair
and my hips be narrowtomorrow ill want long locks
a proud chest
hairlessness
and an hourglass lookthen there will be midnights
where ill want a calm even
not to much hip
and be neutralsometimes i want what the guys have
testosterone and muscle
along with jawlines and beards
hairy chest and swim shortsbut in reality
i dont have that
and i dont even know if i will be okay
with having that forever
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The Night Talks • Vents
PoetryDisgusting and disturbing thoughts turned into try-hard poetry.