Secret

11- Leaving It all Behind

That name scares you. You'll see what happens MRHRHR. Tha powa is in mah very own grubby hands... I can make Ciel die if I wanted to ((evil grin)) naw, Ciel is to feminine to die.
Ciel- HEY!
Me- Eheh... Heh...
Sebastian- ((bitch slap))
Me- ((screams))
Remember: Love, Peace, and 13 year old marriages!
•••••<--- This is my new dot, PP
~Ciel~
Sebastian leaned down beside me. He looked at something closely on the bed.
"W-what?"
I moaned. He was still inside of me.
"Oh! Sorry master."
He pulls out.
"I want y-you to call me C-Ciel, dammit!"
I growl.
I hear a shatter downstairs.
"What was that?"
Sebastian pulls away. In a flash he's dressed again.
"I will see to it, C....Ciel."
He finishes grandly. Not. I sigh and lay on my side, just thinking about Sebastian. He always had his mood swings, but this was different. He wasn't telling me what was wrong. Of course, that wasn't like him at all. Sebastian sprints out of the room. Damn demons.

~Sebastian~

I bolt down the hallway to see where the noise came from. I see a dark shape. No way... The KING if Hell was here his self.
"Are you Sebastian Michaelis?"
He asks boredly.
"Yes I am."
"I am aware that you have been having feelings for your master. Am I wrong?"
He asks wisely.
"No.."
"It has to stop. Drink this."
The king placed a blue liquid that was in a small bottle into his hands.
"It will make you emotionless. Tell my prince I said hello."
The king smirks before disappearing. I stare at the bottle. Make me emotionless? Is that what I want in my life? To never love Ciel again or to never feel anything anymore? Wasn't that how I am SUPPOSED to be? Do all demons just get handed a potion by the king of Hell himself, then have a million unanswered questions in their heads? Because that is how I feel right now. At least I feel something. I stare at it long and hard. This could be my life on the line. I open the bottle. The blue liquid just sat there, not moving as I stare at it. I close my eyes and pour it down my throat.

~Ciel~

I sit up on the bed. I got over and get my night shirt on. I slip my eyepatch on. I peek out the right side to look for Sebastian. Nothing. I look to the left. Nothing either. I hear someone coming up the steps. Sebastian! He is humming some song I don't know. I run over to my bed and yank the sheets over me, to look as if I'd been asleep this whole time.
"Young master, I think it is time for your violin lessons. What are you doing in bed still?"
Sebastian asks. I peek awake and stare at him like he was crazy. Did he forget that we just did the deed?

"Uh.. You didn't let me wake up?"
I ask-answer. Sebastian looks at me quizzically but shakes his head. He knows better than to argue with his master.
"And didn't I just say to call me Ciel?!"
"My lord, it is not of origin for servants to call their masters by their real names."
I stare at him like he'd gone mad.
"What happened to you?"
I reach up and my hand gently holds his cheek. He quietly pulls it down, no smirk on his face, no blush, not even a small grin. His face says the same, as do his actions and his eyes.
"Sebastian?"
"I will serve you your tea this morning, my Lord."
Sebastian walks out. As if nothing had ever happened between them. Nothing at all. They never kissed. They never loved each other. They never once confessed that they had feelings for one another. I felt my heart drop to my feet. How can he just push all of this away? How can he forget? Does he not feel the same anymore? What the hell happened to him?!

The night came by quickly. Sebastian made no romantic moves. Even hadn't even moved at all from butler mode, really.
"Sebastian!"
"Yes, my lord?"
"Why the hell are you acting so strange? I order you to tell me what happened to you!"
"Whatever do you mean, master?"
"Don't give me that! You were my lover this morning, then you decided, 'Eh, I don't love him anymore?'"
"Master, I have never once touched you like I have loved you. I am a demon, I don't have feelings. I am sorry, dear Ciel. For I do not love you. I want your soul, Ciel. Nothing more."
Sebastian walks away. Just like that. He broke it off. Just like that. I felt like dying right there on the spot. My heart shattered into a million pieces, and Sebastian stomped all over the pieces. He never bothered to pick them up. There's only one thing left to do:

Suicide.
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MU HA HA. Yes. I'm evil. I know. Sorry I haven't updated in forevr! I still love you. Hope you love me to still :D Weeeellll.. Off to bed! Sike naw. HELL NO! I want to live my life to the fullest! NIGHT YALL
Remember: Love, Peace, and #kingofhellsucks