Being sad is more than just an emotion, its more than just a feeling. For me, it's a monster that has consumed my entire life for as long as I can remember. Eating me alive piece by piece, only there is nothing I can do to stop it.
Growing up I always thought you were wired a certain way at birth, that I was just born sad and unhappy.
I knew I was different but I didn't think there was someone out there like me. I didn't think another human could feel the depths of despair like I felt.
If you asked me 6 months ago if I knew what pain was...I would tell you yes. But the truth is I really didn't, I had no idea about the storm that was slowly going to wreck my life.
Before I met Landon I could see my future clear as day, I was prepared to be sad and depressed forever. I accepted it...until I met him.
He showed me how to feel things other than just sadness, but also more darkness thank you could ever imagine.
Looking back, I realize now we were two broken souls trying to find happiness in a world of darkness and despair, two souls that happen to cross paths at the wrong time in life.
I can't change all that happened, but if there is one thing I'm sure of...my heart after Landon will never beat the same.
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Desolation
RomanceWhen it came to Josephine , Depression and sadness consumed her everyday life, slowly ripping her to shreds. She was just about to give up until one day her mother found a job at the local hardware store. Her mother hoped by getting Josephine the jo...
