Emme's POV
I know I shouldn't have just left like that but ma knows how overprotective me and Max are so I don't know what she's thinking. I mean yeah I hear them doing it all the time but I don't need to see it. I mean ma knows her past of her and beau. Beau used to beat mom to death, he would make me and max watch him beat her and I was so scared.
Max would always try to do something but we were really tiny so he didn't have the ability to do anything. We were like 4 or 5 so yeah you could picture it by now. My dad would always be away on a trip working but we would get with him often but I'm so close with mom I didn't really like spending time with him and neither did max.
Right now we're on the way to my grandma's house and there's an awkward silence in the car....
"Emme,Natasha I'm sorry you guys had to see that. I know it's hard for you guys to see that for you guys age but you have to understand, adult's need time to themselves too. Just like you guys need your privacy away from them so you guys have to give them some too" grandma explained to us
"I know grandma but you know I love Jen like she's my mom. And I just don't like to see that image. Because it was pretty nasty, and yeah, I understand that they need their privacy but you know-" Natasha said but I cut her off saying
"Grandma I'm just going to say it like it is ok"
"Ok, go ahead baby"grandma said nervously of what I was going to say
"Ok,look we seen the whole thing. When Alex did everything including rubbing her butt and not just Alex but ma too and he's pretty rough and I just got scared and I know we all did because of moms past. We're not used to seeing someone...you know what. But Max isn't saying anything because he know if he says something to mom he's gonna say something that he will not mean. Ella won't say anything because this isn't the first time she has seen it... this isn't ok grandma." I said trying to say it in the best way possible
"Omg babies I'm so sorry..ok I'm going to talk to them. Because your right it's not ok." Grandma said
"Ok can we just move on I want the rest of my day to not involve this conversation." Tashi said
"Ok sure baby, are you guys hungry?"Grandma asked
"Yeah" me and Natasha said at the same time then we all giggled
"McDonald's?" Grandma asked
"Good with me, you good with it tash?"I asked
"Of course, they are the best anyway."she said making me giggle
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Jens POV
"Max are you sure Emme's gonna forgive me?" I asked max
"I don't know ma, that was hard for her to take in. And to be truthful, Ella has seen it all." Max said
I'm confused
"What do you mean "she's seen it all"?" I asked
"She has seen you do it more than once. It was emme's first time and that's why she's like that. Ella and I have witnessed it all. Ma you gotta find time separately and away from us if your gonna do it. It's not easy as you think it is especially for me and Emme" Max said leaving me in complete shock
"Omg, papa I'm soooo,so,so,so sorry and I mean it from my whole heart. I understand, it's just that...I don't know if I should say this to my 11 year old son or not" I said hesitant of telling him I need satisfaction
"What ma?" Max said confused
"Nothing baby, come here." I said
He came to me and climbed on my lap. I kissed him on his forehead and he layed his head in my chest.
"Mama I love you and I don't want you to feel day about Tashi or Emme because they're gone. They'll be back they just need some time. Okay ma?" He said asking me like my dad which made me giggle of how much her reminds me of Marc
"Ok baby. And thank you and I love you so-so much. I'm glad you didn't leave me though you and Ella Bella. But I never understand why you don't like her calling me mom" I said laying my cheek against the top of his head
"I'm not going anywhere ma. I'm not gonna leave you ever. And I'm just jealous that one day you'll forget about me and get all close to the girls and forget about me." He said setting up and a tear slipped out of his eyes
"Baby I'll never forget about you. I'm not gonna get to attached to the girls that I forget about you, never papa I love you to much to forget about you" I said then kissing his tears
"I feel so relieved now that I know you'll never forget me!" He said then he kissed the tears that slipped from my eyes. I swear my baby boy is the sweetest kid everrrrr
I pecked his lips and he layed back on my chest.
"Mommy can you hum the lullaby you always sing to make me sleep?" He said looking up at me
"Sure baby" I started humming and 3 minutes in he was deep asleep
I kissed his head again and I then feel asleep to.
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Guys this chapter was probably really boring and I feel like I carry on the situation more and I need to stop so let me know what you guys want. Hasta la proxima. Besos to you all😘😘
