A Small Change of Heart | Boyf riends BMC |

Chapter 9

I sit in the lobby with tears in my eyes, waiting for someone to tell me he's gonna be okay and that it was minor or something...I...I can't handle seeing him hurt.

I sigh as a doctor walks toward me "He's got horrible chest and head injuries, he is asleep but you may go see him." I get up and run in his room, he's laying down in a hospital bed, I put my hand ontop of his as hot tears run down my face... "m..Michael please...please....don't leave me....I..I know you can hear me b..but I love you I don't want to lose you.." i sigh and kiss his forehead, a nurse comes in and tells me it's time to leave but I told them I was family so they let me stay.

I slept on the windowsill because it had padding and was very comfortable, I yawned and sat up.

"Ya sleep well?" I heard COMMING from the other side of the room, I rub my eyes and open them "MICHA!" I get up quickly and hug him, I tear up and he hugs back. "Thank GOD you're okay!" I kiss him and he kisses back, he looks me in the eyes "Y..yeah...Im sorry for worrying you.." I sigh "I..it's Ok Micha..do you want anything? Like I could bring something from home here if you want..."

He smiles at me "no no it's fine... you're all I need..." I blush and smile "aww" we sit there and talk for a while, I'm skipping school to be with him, I don't care if I fail I just want him to be safe..

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I've stayed with Michael and visited him every day, today Im bringing him flowers, I walk in and notice him sleeping so I set down the flowers on the desk gently with a note. I kiss his forehead with a smile, he flutters his eyes open "j.. Jeremy..?" He says weakly "yeah?" I smile "c..could you hand me my medicine..?" He coughs, I nod and grab it and hand it to him with some water, he takes it and sighs. "T..thanks"

I smile "it's no problem..." "Ugh I'm in so much pain...my body hurts..." I know when he's in pain, he tears up and looks at me "jer...I want the pain to stop..." I put my hand on his "I..I know....I wish it was me instead of you....I..-" Michael wipes my tears "h..hey don't cry jer...please...I..I don't like to see you cry..." I can't help it, tears run down my face "I'm sorry m..micha..I can't help it! Y.. you're hurt because of me I...it's my fault!-"

Michael sits up despite his pain and pulls me into a kiss, I close my eyes and give in.. "I...I'm sorry...-" "there's n..no need to be sorry jerbear.. it wasn't your fault at all...it was my fault for being an idiot.."
"YOU ARE NOT AN IDIOT DON'T YOU SAY THAT!' I sob, I don't want to see him hurt, I don't want to see him cry, I don't want to be here with him suffering...but I want to comfort him...

"Hey hey...calm down...they said I could get fixed with surgery...I'll be up and running in no time!" He gives a comforting smile which makes me calm down a bit, "R...really?" My face softens. I sigh as he smiles "really..."

"W..wait you can't offord it..! Isn't it 3,000 dollars?!" I panic, "y..yeah but my parents are gonna find a way..." I look at him and then pull out my phone, "w..what are you doing?" Micha asks, "checking my bank account..I..i wanna help.." Michael looks me in the eyes, "J..jer you don't have to my parents-"
"I WANNA HELP...I...I WANNA ...I...I wanna help..." I start to sob again....

Michael looks at me with a sad expression "....o..ok..." The doctor walks in, I turn my head. "Sorry sir but you have to leave, I have to do a daily checkup!" The nurse ushers me to leave, I hold his hand for one more second and then leave as I mumble "I love you so so much.." he smiles at me and waves goodbye.