A Small Change of Heart | Boyf riends BMC |

Chapter 12

"jerry! You're awake!" Brooke says with a smile, she's probably been there for at least 10 minutes.
I look at her with a suttle smile on my face "Hey Brooke" I choke out, really just wanting to be alone.
She stays sitting down "so...How are you? Did you sleep well? Are you hurt? Will you be okay? I'm worried about you...everyone is!"
I sit up, looking at her "I'm fine Brooke, Yes I slept well, no I'm not hurt, and yes I will be okay" Those words seemed to calm her nerves, she sighs "Everyone was shocked when they heard what happened to you, They all came up with a reason why but I think I know why..... It's you're friend isn't it?"

Michael...

My eyes start to water, Tears getting bigger as the memory floods back of that night... Brooke gasps and gives me a hug "I'm sorry! I didn't mean to make you cry!" I hug back gently, knowing I'd never see him again but I just can't let him go...
We talk for a while as she tells me the drama that's happened while I was gone, apperently Chloe Has a crush on Brooke and She claimed that she liked this kid named Max that was new, which was odd, so now her and Chloe are together. Rich And Jake got together which is somewhat surprising to me because he'd call me and Michael a faggot all the time Soo...

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About 2 weeks later they let me out of the hospital, I went back home and back to school, it just wasn't the same without him, I was alone....scared and helpless, Hopeless and depressed.
I would cry myself to sleep every night, wishing everything would be fine in the morning..but it never was, school was still hell because I still get bullied, Christine is my friend and we help each other a lot but she could never replace him... Ever..

I just don't wanna loose him, I CAN'T loose him..but I already have...I've lost him. I continue to ball my eyes out for what felt like hours..when someone knocks on my door

I sniffle and choke out quietly "come in.."

The door opens.