Safe place // Minsung (DISCONTINUED)

Chapter 19

We just talked some more before exiting the cafe and making our way to the grocery store.

"Do you know where the store is from here?" I asked Minho.

"Yeah, I'll lead the way" and then he grabbed my hand and dragged me all the way to grocery store, I knew I was blushing, but he was looking forward he didnt notice.

We arrived after only 4 minutes and went in, looking for the things we needed.

We were looking for some crisps when I heard a voice I really didnt wanna hear: my mother.

I quickly tapped Minho's shoulder, looking around anxiously.

"What is it?" He asked looking at me, his face turning concerned as he noticed the state I was in.

"I hear my mom's voice, I think she's in the aisle next to us." I whispered, feeling tears forming.

"Hey, hey it's okay, don't cry, we can go away, we'll come back later" he told me.

"But what about all the stuff we already have?"

"Shit, uh why don't you already go outside, I'll pay and meet you in a minute, stay on the phone with me so I know your mom doesn't go outside before me and if she does you just run back inside to me, okay?" I just nodded and called him.

Then I went outside, tears running quietly down my face. I hate that after all this time I still love my mom. She's taken care of me ever since dad left.

Was all her love for me fake or did her love just disappear the moment I came out as gay? Or was it her new boyfriend? If it was, how could she choose him over her own son?

I started breathing heavily and Minho noticed of course.
"Hey hey, are you okay?"

"N-no, please come quickly" I practically begged him. I felt my heart beating out if my chest, my throat tightening and started shaking slightly.

"Fuck, uh yeah I'm doing my best"

He came out not long after and when he saw me, he put the bags down and engulfed me in a hug.

I held onto him, crying on his shoulder.

"Can we go?? I don't wanna be here any longer" I told him as I was slightly calming down.

"Yeah of course" he grabbed and as he tried to get me to move I felt my legs give out and I fell down.

"Get on my back, I'll carry you"

"But I'm too heavy, give me a second, I'll get up" I managed to get out, still breathing heavily.

"Han Jisung, you're not heavy at all, please just get on my back"

"O-okay" I got in his back, burying my face in his neck, as I was embarrassed I couldn't walk myself.
I was still crying quietly when we got to the apartment, he went straight to the bedroom and put me down.

"Get some sleep, it will help" he told me.

"W-wait, I don't wanna be alone, can you please just stay?"

"Okay yeah sure" he said, taking of his shoes and getting in bed next to me.

At this point I was calming down.
"Can we.. cuddle?" I looked at him, hoping he'd say yes.

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We high as fuuuck.

Anygays yeah I decided to update already, ngl I'm kinda proud. So yeah hope this wasn't too bad.