Minho and Jisung just sat there enjoying each other's presence.
"Minho?"
"Yes?" Minho turned his head to look at Jisung.
"How do you stay strong after everything you've been through?" Jisung questioned, now also turning his head, looking at Minho.
Minho thought about it for a bit.
"I don't really stay strong, I have moments I just break down and can't do anything. During those times I have to remind myself of the fact that I have amazing friends who would be sad if I wasn't here anymore. I can't even tell you how many times I've almost committed suicide only to realise I couldn't do that to my friends."
"Then what do you do?"
"I write down what I feel, sometimes I turn to unhealthy coping mechanisms, sometimes I call someone, it kinda depends on what I feel like at that moment."
"And your psychologist, does it help?"
"I'm not really sure. For me, it doesn't really help in the sense that I'm still really depressed, but it does help in the sense that I have someone to talk to about what I'm feeling and I don't have to keep it all bottled up, because I don't like talking about it to my friends, because I'm either scared I'll annoy them or they'll be too worried about me."
"Oh, you can always talk to me if you want" Jisung smiled at the other.
Minho's heart melted at the sight, not that he would ever admit it to himself or anyone else. Even if everyone that was close to him was supportive of his sexuality, he himself wasn't comfortable with it after everything that had happened with his ex best friend. He wanted to be straight so people wouldn't assume he was in a relationship with a boy. But as much as he wanted to be straight he wasn't and he was falling for Jisung even if he didn't know himself.
Jisung was too, but he was far from ready to be in a relationship right now. He had just gotten kicked out of his house for being gay after years of being bullied for it. He couldn't be in a relationship out of fear of being judged.
They weren't ready, but in the meantime they were fine as they were, as friends.
"Thank you Sungie"
"When can I see your tattoo?" Jisung asked. Minho chuckled at his impatience.
"Soon"
"Really?" Jisung's eyes lit up with excitement.
"Yes really" Minho smiled seeing Jisung so happy.
It was quiet for a while, both deep in their thoughts. Thoughts about each other, but also about everything going on in their lives at the moment. They were both determined to change their lives for the better.
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Quick chapter.
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Fanfic//DISCONTINUED// In which Jisung changes schools and makes new friends, only this guy whose name is Minho seems cold. Sideships Changlix Woochan Hyunjeongmin (poly relationship) also there will be swearing Also mentions of bullying, violence and hom...
