First Love.

Chapter Nineteen.

Y/N'S POV.

it's been 6 months since I proposed to Camila. We decided to get married in December, that's when she on break from tour. She went back on tour 2 months ago. Me and Bea were sitting in the studio, working on some new music.

"Hey do you think the girls, will come to your wedding?" Bea asked. "I don't know, maybe" I shrugged. "I don't think Lauren will though, but I do know the others will" I added. "yea, I guess" Bea said. "did you know that Lauren was actually jealous of Camila" Bea said after a moment of silence. "no, I thought she liked Camila" I said, looking at Bea.

"no, She started gaining feelings for you, when you started hanging out all the time" Bea said. "oh" I was all I could say. "oh? Just oh?" Bea questioned. "I don't know what to say, it's kinda weird, since I was scared I would lose my friendship with her" I said and looked back down at my music book.

"well she should be happy–" Bea got cut of by my phone ringing. I looked at Bea and took my phone out from my back pocket. I didn't look at the callers ID, I just answered it. "hello?" I answered. "is this Y/N Y/L/N?" the person asked. I forrowed my eyebrowns. "uh, yea" I answered. I was going to ask, who I was talking to, but the person cut me off.

"this is Dr David, from ICU. You were the first person on Mrs Y/L/N phone, so we called you, to tell you that Mrs Y/L/N, was in a car accident, she is currently in–" i didn't let him finish, cause my phone fall out of my hand and as I stood there looking into space. "Y/N! Y/N what's wrong? What happened?" Bea asked, as she followed me to my car.

"Camila, she was in an accident" i snapped as I started the car. Bea's expression changed from shock as she buckled her seatbalt up. We drove to ICU, dodging red lights. When we got to ICU, didn't even bother to switch my car of or even close the door. I just got out and ran straight into the hospital.

"Y/N!" Bea shouted from behind me, but I ignored her and ran straight inside. I came to a lady who sat at the front desk. She looked up at me with a smile. "I'm here for Karla Camila Cabello Y/L/N?" I asked the lady, she nodded her head and looked at computer. "she currently in cergery, your ganna have to wait ma'am" the women said. I nodded my head and took a seat.

I bit my lip as my leg, bounced up and down. "Y/N, calm down" Bea said as she put her hand on my leg, to stop it from bouncing. "how can I calm down, my wife was in an accident!? I don't knwo is she's even alive or not!" I yelled. I took a deep breath and looked back at the entrance of the hospital, when the doors opened. In came the rest of the girls of Fifth Harmony.

They ran to me and huged me." is she ok?" Dinah asked. "I don't know" I shook my head. "oh sweety" Ally said and brought me in for another hug as I sobbed. "she's going to be OK Y/N" Normani said. "I really hope so" I cryed out. The girls all huged me as I cryed. "Karla Camila Cabello Y/L/N?" I heard someone ask and I turned around, whipping away my tears.

"yes" I said and walked to the doctor. "I'm sorry to say that, she didn't make it. The inpact of the car was to much for her. We couldn't save her" the doctor said. I broke down in front of him. I was on my knees, crying. The girls came to me and helped me up as they hugged me. "no, she's can't die. She just can't, we were supposed to get married" I cryed. Dinah held me tight as she rubbed my back.

She was also crying. "it's ganna b-be OK Y/N. It's ganna be OK" she said, her voice cracking. "it's not ganna be OK, she was my first love" I cried as I held onto her. "if you still want to see her, you can go to room 23B" the doctor said and walked away after a few seconds of standing there. "you want to see her one last time?" Dinah asked, I nodded my head against her chest and pulled away, whipping my tears.

We walked down the hall, till we came to room 23B. I stood in front of the door, looking at the numbers. I looked back at my friends and they nodded their heads. I looked back in front of me and opened the door slowly. When I saw her lifeliss body, I started crying again and my body just left limp. "no!" I cryed out as I stood in front of her bed, with my hands over my mouth.

I took her hand in mine and held it tight, as I cryed. I didn't want to believe it, but seeing and feeling her death, is just heart breaking. I shook my head as I whipped my tears. "this isn't real. It's just a bad dream" I cried. "Y/N" I heard that raspy voice call out, but I didn't listen to her. "no, ist not real, it's just a bad dream!" I cryed and fall to my knees. "Y/N" Lauren said and held me in her arms.

"Lauren please tell me it's a dream. Please!" I cried as I held on to her. "I wish I could" I whisperd and I cried even more. "no, this isn't real, I'm going to wake up, with her next to me and we're ganna get married" I cried and Lauren held on to me tightly as she whisperd things into my ear.

"no, it can't be real"

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A/N: You probably hate me, don't ya?