Felix repeated himself as the other male stays silent and changbin opens his mouth and as he speaks his voice cracks "y-you.. why are you here..?" Felix doesn't hesitate to respond as he steps closer and the words he says makes the other begin to cry again" I missed you" he reaches to hug the shorter male who is currently rubbing against his eyes but as soon as he touches him changbin pushes him away "no, y-you don't get to say you miss me when your the reason why we havent met"
Felix winces as at the words and feels himself shrink into himself 'hes right'he thinks as he watched the male compose himself "I'm sorry" he mumbles eyes downcast and changbin simply
shakes his head "leave please" he mumbles ever so softly and felix nods against his own will and moves to the door.
Before he closes the door he glances back "tomorrow at 9.. you dont have to go but I'll wait for you.." and with that hes gone and changbin simply looks at the closed door
The words replayed in his head and he hugged himself tightly 'should I go?'
He left the groceries untouched standing in the hall his mind thinking before he is brought out of his thoughts by a knock on the door and he steps cautiously to it.
When its opened he sees chan glance him up and down a confused look on his face as he tilts his head in a questioning matter and changbin racks his head to come up with an excuse ending up saying "I forgot my umbrella!" Chan simply nodded laughing a bit and stepped inside, he went to get a towel and began to dry changbin humming softly.
Changbin let the older pull his way clothes of of him until he was stripped down to his boxers, he shivered softly and chan couldn't help himself as he looked at the other males body, and soon enough he leaned forward kissing the male and pulling him onto the couch.
Changbin let it happen, he enjoyed the feeling of chan touching him and the way his lips felt hot and soft against him but his mind flickered to how it would feel if it was felix and he froze.
Chan halted himself as he felt the male under him no longer move and he glanced at his face in concern "are you okay? Do you want to stop?"
Changbin felt himself flush in embarrassment and he simply propped up oh his elbows thr older moving of of him. "Sorry.." he mumbled and chan only nodded understandingly "no no I'm sorry... I'm suppose to take care of you but instead I get distracted.." his voice trailed off and changbin shook his head "you do take care of me... and you distract me.. thank you hyung.. I- i just cant get him out of my head and rn i- i craved for him to touch me like that or for him to let me touch him like that and i couldnt handle it" the boy rants and he pulls at his hair in frustration.
The older nods again , he knew something like this would happen and even if he had wanted to make the boy fall in love with him with these kisses and this time he knew that the boys heart had been set on felix so he put his feelings aside now and spoke softly "just go see felix.. do it before you regret it changbin..find out what happened and stop being scared of finding out something you dont like, you'll regret it if it makes you lose him"
Changbin listened intently and as the older finished he nodded "thank you hyung"
YOU ARE READING
Coffee and cigarettes (changlix)
Fanfiction"I don't want to just be your 'cigarette and coffee' guy anymore felix" "Then what do you want to be changbin?" _ _ Changlix au , might be angsty , maybe 18+ in the future , depressing topics may be touched but warning will be added into the chapte...
