Changbins diary
November 28
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Even though we woke up beside each other and spent some of the morning together I anticipating seeing you so much.
I felt as if all the time stretched out longer as I waited for the clock to display 11:45pm so I could make my way down to our spot.
Even the 10 minute walk from my apartment there seemed extra longer.
I craved to see your smile and receive another hug from you.
When we meet up, you seemed so anxious and agitated though.
if I'm being honest it worried me because you aren't sharing what is bothering you anymore.
You're botteling it up and that's not a good thing but I can't push it out of you, all I can do is wait.
You smoked five cigarettes today, you never do more than two....
It felt rude of me to stop you though because you seemed so in need of the relief so I just let you.
When we made our way inside you almost went back to your regular bubbly self as you sipped your coffee, but I couldn't help but notice the way your leg bounced up so much, or the way you glanced at your phone sometimes and a small fear would spark in your eyes.
When you hugged me goodbye I think you wanted to say something but it never came out.
You took someone's call hesitantly and started speaking English quickly so I got lost.
I know it wasn't my business but they seemed to make you upset , who was it ..?
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Coffee and cigarettes (changlix)
Fanfic"I don't want to just be your 'cigarette and coffee' guy anymore felix" "Then what do you want to be changbin?" _ _ Changlix au , might be angsty , maybe 18+ in the future , depressing topics may be touched but warning will be added into the chapte...
