Felix laid in a pool of blood loud noises all around him his vision going in and out.. coldness all around him and then he thought this was truly it as he saw a familiar face, it was changbin and if anything it made him feel at peace, he reached to grab his face gingerly "i love you" and with that he closed his eyes.
Changbin diary
I cant believe this is happening
You've been asleep for 6 days or well in a coma but i tell myself its sleep because i know you will wake up.
Ive stayed with you since the night they admitted you and jeongin got here yesterday, we talk to you and hold your hand but you stay asleep and we are told to only continue.
I love you so much and i need you to wake up ill do anything for you but i dont know what i need to do i miss you so much pls wake up..
Jeongin pov
Im sitting quietly by felixs bed holding his hand as changbin writes, i see tears stream down his face as he wipes them away but i can only look away to give him his space. I stroke felixs hair before i stand up "im gonna go grab us some food okay bin" he nods and putting his notebook down so he can sit with felix and i leave the room.
(Flash back to the night)
Changbin arrived late not because he had wanted to but things kept happening, and when he finally arrived he felt his heart drop only to run up to felix on the floor he cried and called the police yelling for help but he was alone, it felt like forever for them to get there and as his surroundings got loud with the cop lights officers and ambulances he begged felix to be okay, he could fell him breathing but he wouldnt budge and when he was pulled away he screamed to go with but they said only until after they checked him out.
He felt responsible and he was deep inside he felt he was because if he would've stayed away he would've been safe.
And now he's hurt and the psycho boy is still out there..
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Coffee and cigarettes (changlix)
Fiksi Penggemar"I don't want to just be your 'cigarette and coffee' guy anymore felix" "Then what do you want to be changbin?" _ _ Changlix au , might be angsty , maybe 18+ in the future , depressing topics may be touched but warning will be added into the chapte...
