(Felix's after cafe)
The boy wiped his eyes and began to walk back to his apartment he cursed slightly at the time not realizing he took so long and now his stomach felt empty, he didnt have a moment to enjoy the kiss or the words.
the moment the door had closed and he had left the older he became frightened again, as he neared the door he noticed the light on and he froze, he shakily opened the door and stepped inside.
He immediately began to spew apologies but the older boy on the couch didnt care, he pulled felix by his hair and threw him onto the couch, he yelled at him making the younger cry and when that happened the older covered his mouth.
'I shouldnt have come back' felix thought but it's as if the older could read his mind
"Atleast you're back cry baby, I was wondering if I was going to have to pay your loverboy a visit, but instead you're here so we can continue our fun"
The only thing that kept felix going was his plan, just 1 more week and he could leave without worrying about anything .. as long as everything went right.. all he had to do was not mess up.. not now when he was close.
So he sucked it up like he had learned to over this past time, he blinked his tears away and nodded "I finished everything like you said, you're my only lover hyung" the older nodded ruffling his hair and pulling him closer "is that so?" Felix nodded hurriedly and then the older kissed him for a while and he let it happen.
His mind briefly tought of how the same boy used to shower him in cuddles and soft words, now it was bruises and hard kisses, unwanted touches and yelling. When did it happen... why did he never notice before?
He had only began to tell it apart when he met changbin, and when this boy left him he didnt miss him, he discovered the truth and was trying to heal himself , but as this boy returned everything fell apart and he almost fell back into the cycle, and if it weren't for changbin he would continue.
(If you're confused ask me :) )
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Coffee and cigarettes (changlix)
Fanfic"I don't want to just be your 'cigarette and coffee' guy anymore felix" "Then what do you want to be changbin?" _ _ Changlix au , might be angsty , maybe 18+ in the future , depressing topics may be touched but warning will be added into the chapte...
