Felix's Diary and POV
It's almost time..
I feel myself shaking
I'm scared
I mean god I've missed changbin but I'm so terrified, hes the only connection I left with in korea, everything else was cut off and even though I remind myself that my ex cant reach me just the idea of it being possible terrifies me
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He takes a deep breath and he shuts the small notebook letting it fall into the drawer and he closes it, hes dressed in a oversized hoodie and black Jean's, he pulls out his phone and clicks the only other person who knows his situation and waits for it to pick up
"Jeongin"
"Hyung!"
"Hey I'm about to uh to head out but can I keep you on the phone while I get there.."
"Ofc that's why I'm here for you hyung"
As felix leaves his apartment he locks the door and talks to jeongin, about nonsense, he feels himself calm down and now the only troubling thought in his mind is what if changbin doesnt come, what if the older doesnt actually care enough
I mean go all the way to Australia for somone???
Jeongin hear the boy become quiet and he begin talking "hey lix you okay?"
Felix hesitate before speaking back as he steps slower, it's only a 5 minute walk "Y-yeah I just- what if he isnt there?"
The younger sighs softly "dont be silly, he loves you"
// nobody cares about this story but I'm dumb and lost drafts so heres the only thing I have sorry
Did I even write 19 in spanish right??
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