once - lluvia y lagrimas

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When changbin arrived at his apartment again he was out of breath and drenched in water , he barely managed to close the door before he broke down. His heart had immediantly  felt broke when he saw the boy that had been looking at him. Of course he had to see felix on the one day he needed to go out.

He didnt think about the groceries or the water dripping down his body or even the mess he made, he simply let all his tears out, when he finally stopped he sat in silence against the door.

The weather had finnaly calmed down just as his tears stopped and he felt better,or more so he was trying to convince himself so because in a few hours chan would come and he didnt want to be like this again with the older.

He wished for the older to come sooner so he could be given attention, attention he doesnt deserve but needs because it's the only way he takes felix and his feelings of his mind.

His leg bounces in anticipation as he stares at the door waiting for the time to come and hes so ready when he hears a knock he immediately springs to the door opening it.

Except he isnt met with the chan he was anticipating.

Instead hes met with a fidgety male drenched from head to toe carrying grocery bags, his eyes are down cast and when he looks up he opens his mouth to say something but closes it again. He tries again and that time he manages to ask if he can step inside , changbin nods and steps aside, he feels his heart ache as he sees the australian male.

Felix but the items down and theres a lingering silence between them until felix breaks it looking up at him "w-why did. You run away?"

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