Coffee and cigarettes (changlix)

Cinco - llamada

(Writing style will change after a bit)

changbins diary

n o v e m b e r 27th -
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I couldn't make it today because I was sick, I'm sorry.
A part of me wishes that you missed me the way I missed you, but i doubt you did though.
Chan stopped by and gave me soup and some tea and I'm grateful but it would've been nicer to see your face.
I told him to give you my phone number and he nodded saying he would but you haven't txted me.
I'm guessing he either forgot or you didn't want to text me.
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Changbin sighed softly as he glanced at his phone for almost the millionth time . A cough sputtered from his lips as his pen dropped to the floor and he patted his chest. It hurt , the warmth of the soup had helped for a while but now he felt like he was suffocating once again. He thought writing could distract him but it had only made him sad. He wanted to see felix, and he hated not being able to be with felix.

There was a small knock at the door and changbin almost thought he had imagined it, but the noise was produced louder. 'Who could that be?' He thought before walking slowly to the door and opening it, a small almost gasp left his lips before he opened it wider.Infront of him stood felix in a thin hoodie , jeans , and face mask , he was carrying a bag of pastries and 2 coffees.

When the other saw changbin, he smiled warmly and made his way inside placing the items on the closest table and quickly took of his face mask  before engulfing the other male into a hug while speaking. "Changbin omg you look terrible- wait no not terrible  you look good , you always look good  I DIDNT mean to say you looked terrible" the shorter male laughed softly as the other rambled a bit before finnaly giving up with a small 'sorry'. Changbin only shook his head "it's fine felix Im sick , ofc I look terrible , but hey you look extra cute today". A blush covered felix's cheeks before he shook his head lightly and turned his face to hide it "i came to check up on you not- nvm, are you feeling any better?"

The shorter male shook his head softly before leading felix to the living room where they sat and began to drink their drinks and and eat the cake slices. Felix had been given the tv control and he put on the first show he found semi interesting. They fell into their normal comfortable silence except for the coughing of Changbin.

When the older male would cough felix would reach out to him and lightly pat his back until the coughing would stop. His hands would linger a bit because a part of him wanted to be able to wrap his arms around the older male, but he stopped himself. He'd pull away and snap his vision back to the tv screen and take another sip of his drink.

When the show ended felix glanced at Changbin, he was falling asleep. The younger male smiled softly and let his hand skim over the others jawline lightly "hey Changbin Can i stay over..?"he whispered lightly and Changbin only nodded as he leaned  into his touch before gingerly opening his eyes and yawning. "Meds making me sleepy lix" he said with his voice slurring a bit and the other just nodded understandingly "let's sleep then Changbin" he helped him stand up and let him guide then to the room making sure he wouldn't fall.

Changbin immediately took of his shoes and went into bed lightly patting the side beside him for the other . The younger male kicked of his shoes and hesitantly got into bed with the other. The older male was unaware of how close they were, but felix was, and when he felt the older snake his arms around him he almost lost his breath for second. His eyes were already droopy so he melted into the touch and fell asleep with the older hugging him close.

I don't want to be let go , promise you'll never let me go ? - Felix's unwritten thought

// tbh idek what this chapter became but ima just roll with it