Decalcomania

The panic

 A few days later, the incident was solved, it was all a misunderstanding, the teacher who is organizing the most parts of the prom party already took the money and left a note, that was found on the floor between the principals chair and table. The principal officially apologized and announced that the prom party will of course take place just as they planned. But it doesn't let Taehyung sleep in peace. He was again turning in his bed, thinking of Jungkook and how he was the only one believing in him and even was ready to fight for him physically. Taehyung sighed as he trotted into the kitchen, drinking some milk while resting at the counter. His father always said, true friends are those, who are standing in for you when you're in some kind of war. "True friends are revealing themselves when you are in a bad situation, and it may surprise you who is for you, and who is against." It hammered through his mind. Maybe Jungkook was a true friend. His heart raced as he thought of how Jungkook just pushed his body against the other, fearless. He was way manlier than he thought. He gulped. Taehyung really wanted to be his friend. They went along so well. What was their fight even about? Yeah, right....he was the one who pushed the younger away. Maybe...maybe it was time to end this war and just be friends again.

He stepped out to the porch and yawned, still tired because of the loss of sleep. He glanced to Jungkook's house, where he saw Jungkook, holding the waist of a girl, smiling, swaying and kissing her. His heart clenched as he saw him kissing her. He gasped for air. No, it's happening again.... He crumbled into a ball because of the pain. He felt dizzy and was about to fall. "Taehyung!" he heard Jungkook's voice and then felt his arms around his body, holding him save before he would fall. His heart was racing, panting and cold sweat was all over his forehead. Jungkook took him with the car of his father to the doctor, not loosing any time. Taehyung sat at the seat next to him, looking pale, but his heart wasn't hurting that much anymore. "Hey, are you okay?" "I'm better..."

Taehyung was sitting in the surgery room again. The doctor frowned. "Doctor, I'm sure I had a heart attack..." The doctor shook his head. "No. You haven't. Taehyung, what were you doing, as the pain started?" "I...looked at my neighbour...he was kissing a girl..." He blushed. "Did you know that girl?" Taehyung shook his head. The doctor frowned. "What about your neighbour? How is your relationship with him. Is he close to you? What's his name?" Tae looked up. "His name is Jungkook...W-well...he kinda was close to me...we were close friends...but we are more like rivals now..." The doctor nodded, and Taehyung blushed for some reason. The doctor noticed and smirked lightly. "Taehyung. Is the boy who drove you here your neighbour?" Taehyung nodded and gulped. "Doesn't look for me like typical rivals. He cares about you. What about the other attacks. Was your neighbour involved in it?" "W-what do you mean?" Taehyung made big eyes. "Just answer the question." Taehyung felt how his throat got dry, how he gulped, and clenched the bed under him tightly. He was starting to sweat, as he noticed that Jungkook was INDEED involved. Every time. The kissing bet. The fight once. And then the kiss with the girl. He nodded slowly, facing the ground. The doctor sighed. "Taehyung. Your starting to get panic attacks, and there is a huge possibility that it is about Jungkook. I guess...you have a crush on him." Taehyung looked up at the doctor in disbelief and fear at the same time. "What?!" The doctor placed a hand on his shoulder. "Taehyung. I can't cure this. Maybe I can give you some stress relievers. But it won't stop your heart aching. That's because you have a Crush on Jungkook." Taehyung jumped from the bed. "I don't have a crush on him! That's stupid! I'm not gay!" he yelled at the doctor. "Your yelling is more a prove for me. Do you want someone to speak about it? A professional?" "No! What is this bullshit!" He run a hand through his hair. "Okay. You can call me anytime. But I will give you the same answer just as now." "I don't need your help." He said coldly. "Okay then. I hope you can feel better and less stressed in future." Taehyung just clenched his jaw in anger. "Bye Taehyung." "Bye." He murmured, not even looking at the doctor as he walked out the door. Jungkook was still sitting on a chair. "And ? How was it going?" Taehyung just passed him and walked to the entrance. "Hey!" Jungkook followed. He touched his shoulder as he run up to him. "Don't touch me!" he pushed his hand away. "Well, you're welcome, that I drove you to the hospital." He said sarcastically, annoyed of Taehyung's attitude. Taehyung just stood there, don't know where to go. "Shall I drive you back home? We are too late for school anyways." Taehyung thought a bit, and then nodded. "Okay." Taehyung turned and followed Jungkook silently. He was so confused. They both got in the car. "So...are you going to tell me what the doctor said?" Taehyung just looked at his lap. Blushing a bit. "I-it was a panic attack..." "Oh...sounds bad...are you alright now?" Taehyung felt his heart becoming warm and he took a deep breath. "Yeah."

He was about to make friends again with Jungkook. But after what the doctor just said? No way. He felt anxious and confused about his feelings. Taehyung was so tired, he slept the whole drive to home.

Jungkook glanced to his side, seeing the latter sleeping. He looked at his long eyelashes and his heart shaped lips, that were in a cute pout. His prominent jawline was beautifully glancing in the sunlight. Jungkook pulled the key out. He was about to wake Taehyung, but he looked at him for a while, admiring his features. "You're really handsome..." He said, and smiled. He pushed his side. "Hey, sleepy head...we're at home..." Taehyung woke up, stretching and looking over to Jungkook, slowly realizing where he was. "Thank you..." He murmured. "You're welcome." "And sorry...that you missed school..." "Hmm." Taehyung just then remembered the girl. His heart clenched again. "A-and sorry that I ruined your moment with your girlfriend." Jungkook chuckled. "She's not my girlfriend." Taehyung shifted in his place. "She's not?" Jungkook shook his head. "Then...what is she?" "Just a random girl I kiss sometimes...you should know..." he smirked. "ah...I see..." "Did she slept at your place?" "What? No! I just met her in the morning. She wanted to pick me up." Taehyung furrowed his eyebrows. "But...doesn't give this her the vibe of being your girlfriend?" He just shrugged. "Don't know. Why are you concerned about her?" Taehyung chuckled. "Don't know either." He smiled at Jungkook, and Jungkook smiled back, revealing his bunny teeth. But Taehyung's smile dropped, as he felt his heart racing. "I need to go. Bye." He quickly got out of the car, walking hastily to the porch. Jungkook observed him with raised eyebrows until he disappeared through his front door. "That was odd."