Decalcomania

Jungkook gulped, rubbing his sweaty hands nervously against each other, looking at the audience that already took a seat. There was only one face he was longing to see, but he wasn't there. Still stuck somewhere. But strangely, he felt the others presence. It was just like Taehyung said. He will be with him. He smiled a bit on that, feeling the ache of his boyfriend in his chest. The monitor was set, his shirt neatly tucked in his pants, and everybody ready for his presentation. He was feeling utterly numb because of his nervousness he was in. The disappointment, that Taehyung wasn't there was huge, but he needed to bring this over with. With or without him. He inhaled sharply as his tutor said a few words and the audience clapped their hands. His new bunch of female friends were waving at him, encouraging him. He smiled. At least Sara's tea worked wonders to him and gave him a wonderful rest. He slept like a baby last night.

Jungkook put his letter out, looking a last time at the audience, then at the screen. "I want to thank everyone who helped me in the process of this work. Especially Kim Taehyung-" He paused, gulping down his sadness. "...who was the main character of my film. It's dedicated to him." Tears were finding his ways into his eyes. "Just to warn, you, this gets a bit cheesy, but....Enjoy." The film started, playing a song he composed with Yoongi.

He started to read his letter along with the film.

"First, there was me, hoping that I will find a friend in the boy next door, after moving into a new town with my parents. Our houses were alike, like siblings that rested next to each other. I have a lot of nice memories of those houses, because every time I was with you, I felt alive.

I was overwhelmed with the feelings you made me feel. All kind of feelings. Like fear, anger, sadness, confusion. But also excitement, joy, lust and...love. We were so different, but also so scary alike. You were like the other half of me, the extended of my own arm. My reflection, my mirror. You showed me more than anybody who I am, where my strength are, and where my weaknesses. You saw through me, through my mask I tried to keep up. And it scared me-scared me so much.

I thought you were beyond my imagination, but then I thought again; you are way beyond my imagination. I never thought I will find someone like you. Someone I will need so much. Miss so much. Feeling so lost after a fight. As if there is no me without you anymore. Like I will lose myself, if I would lose you. You became my air, my breath, my will to live.

A beautiful song, that lingers on my lips, a sunny Sunday morning ray, a hidden beautiful cave. Anything was you. And anything was me. Because I saw myself in you when we first met. It's crazy, I feel you, even million miles apart. We are connected on a deeper level. One, I didn't know was existing. I always felt special about you. Could talk to you for hours, forgetting that time was even existing. I felt so calm, so at ease, so....at home.

Even in our fights, we couldn't really been torn apart. Always finding excuses to be with one another. The stupid bets we made. The wrong decisions. The mug that shattered. But in the end, we couldn't stay away from us. From our bond, that wanted to bring us together. Again and again, making us facing us several times. What I had in my mind, you had it too. What I wanted, you wanted it too. What made me laugh and happy, made you happy too.

My soul got intertwined with yours, as we faced the fact that we were meant to be. That we belonged to one another. You are mine. And I am yours.

You are my twin, my friend, my lover.

You are....my Decalcomania.

The film ended. Jungkook had tears in his eyes. Exhaled all the pain he tried to hold back. It was all silent in the audience. He looked around, seeing his female friends wiping their tears. It stayed silent. Until someone clapped loudly, screaming: "Yeah!" Jungkook looked up in surprise, immediately recognizing the voice. He stopped breathing for a moment. There he was in the very last row. Standing proudly, with a big boxy smile on his face, his eyes shining as if he just cried. "T-Tae..." Jungkook was shocked. Taehyung rushed down the stairs, getting down to his boyfriend who covered his mouth with his hand, crying happy tears, sobbing as Taehyung hugged him. The audience cheered loudly. "Oh my god, Tae!" He wrapped his arms around him, holding him tight. Both were chocking at their sobs, completely forgetting where they were. "I told you I will be here." He kissed his lips fondly. Jimin and Yoongi shook their heads, tears in their eyes. "Always so dramatic..." Yoongi chuckled.