JIMIN'S POV
PLAY SONG: Supplementary Story: You never walk alone
I felt nothing....
I didn't felt hurt....
Why do I feel this way?
What happened?
I thought my heart was for Seulgi, but why can't I feel anything on what she said.
I looked at her seeking for answer, but she wasn't looking at me, so instead I called for her
"Seulgi?" I said and she looked at me
"Yeah?" she said and I just sighed
"It's fine" I said and she look like she was about to cry
"Sorry Jimin-ah" she said but I just hugged her
"I told you it's fine, I'm alright"I said assuring her
"But what if you're just lying?" she said
"Why would I lie?" I asked her back
"I know you since we we're kids, stop hiding your feelings" Seulgi said breaking the hug
"Honestly I felt nothing" I said and she looked at me while wiping her tears
"You felt nothing even if I rejected you?" she asked and I nod
"I don't know but I felt nothing, I thought this was the day I was waiting for my whole life but, I felt numb" I said but she just looked at me
"I even got help from Hyejin just to gave you hints, but it felt like it was nothing" I continued
"Hyejin even listened to my calls when I tell her my stories when we we're together and how happy I am back then but now I don't know what to feel" I added
"And Hyejin also told me that I can do this because I am so nervous but when I got rejected all the feelings felt like left, I don't know but when I saw you just now the spark just won't light up, I thought my heart was for you but why doesn't it beat for you anymore?" I try to explain what I am feeling right now because I am so confused
"Jimin, let me ask you something if you would let me" Seulgi asked and I just nodded
"Are you happy whenever we're together?" she asked and I nod
"But do you felt happier when your with Hyejin?" she asked again and she was right, I stared at her and she smiled
"I'll take that as a yes, now, do you felt like you are contented when you're with me?" she asked and I nodded
"But when you're with Hyejin, do feel like you can't just get enough being with her?" she asked and I don't know but slowly my heartbeat started to rise
"You're right..." I said and she nodded
"Another one, if you talk to me it felt normal doesn't it?" she asked
"Sort of" I replied
"But if you're talking with Hyejin something just felt special" she said and I nodded again
"Now last question, when you saw me yes you felt happy but do you felt as happy when you saw Hyejin's small figure?" she asked and I don't know why but she was right
"How?" I asked her and she smiled
"Jimin, its cause you're heart doesn't belong to me anymore, it doesn't beat for me, it wants Hyejin now not me" she said
"Your mind is not thinking about me but it was thinking about Hyejin" she continued
"It's because she's the one you like not me, and even if let's say that you've like me for a long time, the new feelings Hyejin brought to you is something I can never give, the day I saw the two of you talking I already seen the real spark Jimin, the real one. And I really think that the two of you will suit each other, I don't know but I felt really happy that you realized things right now, I don't want to hurt you and I thought this will be harder but seeing and knowing that your heart flew to Hyejin, I felt relieve, I know she'll treat you right, now don't hope for me okay? Don't lie to yourself understood? You have Hyejin make efforts for her" Seulgi added and just then I knew she was really right.
From the day I first talked to her until today, plenty of memories we're filled by her...
Our first encounter where our feces are close to each other...
The time she helped me buy things for Seulgi...
The day at the library where I felt like she was really small and cute...
The times at school where she let me seat with her at lunch...
Those times where her eyes will meet mine...
The time where we stared at each other under the setting sun...
The time where we star gaze at the same night sky even we're apart...
The wise words she told me...
The time when she treated my wounds...
And this moment where she helped me set everything of this up...
I've been with her just for a short time but I fallen in love for her blindly, thinking that my heart was for someone but it was with her all along, I thought she was just a friend but now I want to be her lover...
It took me this far just to realize, that she was the one I love all along...
After the long thought I look at Seulgi who was smiling at me "You were right, right at everything you've said" I said and she opened her arms wide open
"Come here you little puppy" she said as I went to her embrace
"Seulgi-ah, I like your best friend, what should I do?" I asked her and she looked at me
"Think that for yourself, I know you can do it but as for my suggestion, don't let her go" she said and I nodded
"Hyejin is a great girl, very friendly and helpful I'm sure you've know that right?" she added
"I know that" I said before looking at Seulgi
"I am so dumb for this, why didn't I noticed?" I asked her but she just laughed at me before talking
"Sometimes something will happen before you realize things Jimin" she said and I looked down
"This is embarrassing but were still friend right?" I asked and she smiled
"Of course we are, we are friends since we were kids I am not going to let go that friendship" she said...
And just like that we decided to talk for a bit while Hyejin and Sungwoon are still not back...
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