CHAPTER 37: Jealousy

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TIME SKIP: The Next Day

JIMIN'S POV

The next day when I entered the room, I found the scene interesting. There were some that are laughing, talking, reading, playing, and scrolling through their phone, but what stands out the most is Sehun and Hyejin. The two of them are bickering because of a ball pen then they'll just ended up laughing at each other when Sehun almost fell, hope he just did.

I placed my bag on my chair and the feeling called jealousy came striking again.

My heart felt like it was crushed into million pieces, my mind became so occupied with different what if, my ego is again telling me not to notice her, but at the same time my heart and mind I having a dilemma with it. It felt like it's a battle between my pride and ego versus my mind and heart.

I don't know what to do...

I felt like doing some things like ignoring her but I don't want the memories yesterday to happen again...

I saw that she was sad

Frustrated

Confused

And even saw that she cry even she conveys it

But I was hurt

Still confused like her

And my whole body is not functioning right with all the thoughts

My emotions are very unstable

And it felt like my world stopped moving.

I felt like everything froze even if everything around me moves

It's as if the warmth I always feel is being replaced by coldness and I hate to feel it

I hate to feel jealousy

I hate it cause I don't know what to do...

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