CHAPTER 34: Avoid

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TIME SKIP: The Next Day

JIMIN'S POV

The next day I arrived at school, I placed my bag back on my chair and sit there too. I was about to rest my head on my desk, until a new bag that I never remembered anyone using at all was placed on an empty chair beside Hyejin's seat. I tried to look around for Hyejin but she's still not here, I tried to look for new faces but I found no one. It's still the same classmates and same faces. Nothing seems odd or new.

Just when I was about to let it go, Hyejin entered the room with someone. And that someone was the same guy yesterday

The one who make her yell his name

The one who make her smile

The one who make her laugh

The one she hugs

The one who pulls her and whispered something to her

The one whom she goes out with and ditched me

The one that might and can have her heart.

And the one who make me felt something I never felt before.

What do they call this feeling again?

Hyejin placed her things at her seat before smiling at the Sehun guy while I just observe them. They talk for a while then after that Hyejin let Sehun I suppose, to roam around the room and make new friends.

She approached me but I pretended I didn't notice. She called out for me but my ego keep saying that don't look even if my heart says that pretend everything was okay and look at her then smile.

She stayed there standing beside my seat for a moment without talking, before she continued to pursue me. She then decided to bend down and look at me with sad eyes. I felt bothered about it but I didn't show it

"Have I done something?" she asked but she got no response from me.

"Jimin-ah, if do so tell me so I can make things right and make it up to you" she said but again no response.

As much as I want to tell her what's wrong I still have no idea what is this new feeling, and if I told her the reason is I like her and I don't know how to react when she was around Sehun then can she really set things right or just end up avoiding me, and can she really make it up to me if so?

I just kept silent and gave her a cold shoulder, after a long talk which is her and thin air, she gave up looking down and returned to her seat. As much as I want to talk to her, I don't want to tell her things out of this thing that I don't even knew what it is.

I don't want to blurt out some words that might hurt or confuse her, it'll be hard for her and it'll be harder for me.

It's good this way for a moment, I need to think straight first even if it mean that I need to distant first...

Just on cue Seulgi and Sungwoon entered the room, and then sat down at their seats. I just keep my gaze at the board and I knew they sensed the tension, I also knew they looked at each other before giving some sort of signs then talk to us.

Sungwoo called to me so I looked at him

"What's wrong?" he whispered since he was aware we are not alone and that Hyejin is just close

"Nothing" I said and he sighed

"This is very unlikely you know, you being emotionless not bothering or talking to Hyejin and speaking of unusual where are you secret gifts to Hyejin I saw nothing, another one is that why is Hyejin looking so down?" he asked and he just know us so well huh?

I gave him a deep sigh before answering

"I was emotionless cause I happened to ignore Hyejin cause of a reason, I was not talking to her or bothering her cause I happen to saw something awful in the eye which makes me feel something unusual I've never felt before, she was not smiling cause I did something" I explained and he nodded

"So your saying that, your reason is because of yesterday, and that the unusual feeling you just felt a while ago is jealousy and what you did to Hyejin is put a cold shoulder on her, is that what happened" he said thoroughly even though I haven't told him things to the point, and wait jealous

"How- what jealous?" I asked and he nods

"Yes Jealous bro, it's like you felt it when someone was talking to the person you like, or more yeah I think you get me right?" he said trying his best to explain

"So this feeling is called jealousy?" well it was indeed a very unusual feeling, cause I just felt it for Hyejin I didn't get jealous when it comes to Seulgi but now Hyejin? I think I just can't control any of my emotions when it comes to her to the point that I can feel new things I haven't before.

"Yes Jimin jealousy" Sungwoon said and we looked over to Seulgi and Hyejin who seemed to have trouble talking

YOUR POV

I just asked Seulgi if she knew why Jimin seemed to be upset or angry about something and I it was my fault but she just froze and didn't answer me

"Seulgi?" I called out softly and luckily she snapped out of it

"Yes?" she asked trying to look away

"Do you know why?" I ask again and she hesitantly shook her head

"Sorry but I don't know well to whatever issue you two have, haha I'm out" She said before nervously laughing it off

"Okay, if you say so" I said and look over to my cousin Sehun who already make friends

"I wish everyone starts their day happily" I mumbled to myself while looking at my happy cousin... 

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