Should I Tell

In The Abyss

Everything's black, I don't know where I am, or if I'm alone. I keep hearing beeps but I can't tell where the beeping is coming from in this blackness. If this is death I wish to have no more part of it for I was told when one dies you move onto a better place full of light and eternal life, not complete darkness. No this can't be death, but if this isn't death what is it? "HELLO!!!! IS ANYBODY THERE," I scream which only makes me feel dizzy. I hear a faint dripping in the distance but the beeping has slowed. I walked and move around but nothing happens I don't know where I am or if I'm alone. I'm scared why did I do this?!? I start to scream and cry the shrilling sound of my scream made my own blood run cold as it echoed through this place of nothingness. The beeping picked up, getting louder and louder!!! I scream, "SHUT UP! NO LEAVE ME ALONE!"
"Ally," the mysterious voice says. They say my name again this time it's sounds menacing and taunting and then I shout trying to sound not to scared and like I've been crying, "Who are you!"
"Ally wake up it's me!"
Is that...no it can't be then the blackness slowly starts to fade I get dizzy and everything blurs and the floor below me disappears I'm falling. Just when I think I'm never going to stop falling I do. I land on a plush surface that soon turns hard. I look around everything's white I wish everything were black again....the white turns into gray and then 'BAM' outta nowhere Jake pops up. He smiles and starts coming towards me and then his face darkens. I scream, I clamp my eyes shut no no not again I think. I open my eyes he's still walking towards me I start to get up to scoot back, but I can't I'm being restrained by an unseen force and then Jake jumps atop of my body which is now fully insight of him since he ripped my clothes. I scream knowing it's hopeless but I still continue. No Ally it's just a dream, wake up Ally! Then I hear it the clacking of feet it's an unseen force they keep there distance but say, "Don't let him win, learn forgiveness for it is not your time Ally. Now go and wake up be a young teenager live on. Now go. It's time to wake up Ally."
BOOM I'm in a hospital room the monitor I'm hooked up to is beeping ferociously that must've been the beeping I heard and this bag of fluid that is connected to the need in my arm must be what was causing the dripping sound. I look around I see the doctor staring at me intently she says in a quiet voice, "Hello Ally, I'm Dr. Shannon. The pills you took were dangerous, we are putting the bodily fluids you need back into you. We lost you twice in the ambulance. Ally, do you remember anything?"
"Yes...I remember everything."
"Can you tell me why you did it?"
"No." I start to cry and bawl at the memory. I cry so hard I fall back into a deep sleep. I'm spinning I see every color of the rainbow, then I see my memories flash my eyes and then nothing. 'Will I ever be normal again,' I wonder.