Should I Tell

The Fight

My eyelids flutter open its dark, and I'm not alone I know I'm in Chase's bed from the feel of his sheets. I roll over and that's slightest movement hurt really bad, I felt as if my stomach was on fire and as if I had been stabbed repeatedly and like my insides were twisting and recoiling. I cry out in pain I can't help it, it just hurts so much. I hear my name, "Ally! Are you okay!?" I grab my stomach and look into the direction of which the voice came from...right in front of me. I look up, it's Chase he's in bed with me...I feel my cheeks warm up I'm blushing, his arm is splayed across his bed underneath me. I manage to mumble, "Chase I'm so sorry, what happened why am I in your bed? Also why are we sleeping in the same bed?!?"
"Okay to answer your questions...1.) You swallowed pills in your purse and tried to kill yourself and then after letting me in you made yourself puke them up. 2.) Because you have been put all day I couldn't take you home cause your parents are would think I did something to you so I put you in my bed, and my parents don't know you're here I've kept up on you...checking your temperature and everything. 3.) I was gonna sleep on the floor but in your sleep you started shivering and shaking and I felt your head you were really cold, so I climbed in bed with you and pulled you to me to warm you I saw it on the Discovery Channel...it actually works. But none of that matters, what does is this, how do you feel?"
"My stomach hurts and it's hot in here"
"Here I'll move away and yeah your stomach may hurt from you making yourself throw up pills. I looked up online and called a doctor they said your baby is fine as long as you didn't swallow them and keep them down as long as you threw them up. Now here I'll move so you won't be hot I'll be over at my reading table let me..."
"No...don't move I don't want you to leave me. Please stay here...please..."
"Yeah, sure I don't mind...um is there a specific way you want to lay?"
I didn't speak I just moved..yes the pain was excruciating but I don't care. I rolled over onto my back to where our faces were facing and I laid my head on his chest, which was bare and muscle stricken and toned and I put my ha duo to his cheek and used my index finger to play with his hair. We stared at eachother and I snuggled into his chest curled a ball and rested the hand that was on his cheek onto his chest and went to sleep. I started to sleep when I don't know why, but I got this urge my eyes shot open and I sat up...that hurt bad but my adrenaline overpowered it I looked at Chase who just looked at me quizzically. I just stared back at him and then I did it I leaned forward and kissed him. His lips were as sweet as honey..no sweeter like nectar, they were soft to like silk. Chase didn't hesitate for but maybe a second before he embraced it and joined in. It started out as a soft little peck and a little more, but turned into something much more...Chase who realized I wanted it to be passionate kept it passionate. He cupped my cheek with one hand and wrapped his arm around the low of my back with the other and gently and I mean ever so gently like an angel laid me down on my back and put his hot body atop of mine and mingled and mangled arms and legs. He kept it closed mouth and sweet and delicate then he heard my moan for hunger and want and I felt his grin on my lips as if to say 'I got you' and he did. He spread my lips with his tongue and slid into my mouth and rolled and touched and did things I didn't know we're possible with his tongue. I didn't want it to stop and for a long time it didn't until Chase realized how out of breath I was and how we didn't need to go that far. He pulled away and gently kissed my heaving chest and laid his head upon my bosom and fell asleep with his hand atop my stomach and the other stalled around my waist and just slept. But me i fingered and played with his hair and put my left hand atop his own hand and just like that I fell asleep being much more exhausted than I knew. This time I wasn't consumed by the dark, but by lingering sexy dreams of me and Chase. Oh how I never wanted them to end and how I wanted them to last forever. Peaceful, safe, sound sleep at last it wasn't just a dark place that brought Hell to life, but also brought a little bit of Heaven to life as well.