Should I Tell

What Happens In The Woods Stays In The Woods

As I sat in his car which by the way is a 1969 Camaro which is a coal black but it sparkles and glistens under the sunlight. It had white racing stripes and new tires on it the inside is all black interior. Chase catches me admiring what I must call a beautiful and smirks and says, "You into cars?" "Depends...I like some I don't like all I like classics and American Muscle, and Chevys I cannot stand Fords or Dodges. The bodies may look good on some but I prefer not to walk home and I like something that can rev up and pick up speed without ruining the transmission or engine or fuel line," I say feeling slightly embarrassed but proud. He makes me feel better and I only met him just a few moments ago he makes me feel as if I can take the world on and like I'll be okay. I like it and I like him...but how can I like somebody I only just met and I hardly no him? And how can I just forget about what happened. Just thinking about it makes me cry. Chase must have caught me wiping my tears away cause he swiftly pulled me into a tight embrace and I latched on as if there was no tomorrow. I sobbed and when I finally calmed down he silently sat me in his car and drove I didn't ask where we were going and I didn't care. You would think after what happened to me I wouldn't get into a car with any guy or talk to any guy but I feel something with him and that something makes me talk to him. We pull in near a wooded area and I look at him he just smiles at me and hops out. I wipe my eyes again before getting out but when I reached for the door handle I was opened for me and Chase pulled me outta the car and held me close to him. He felt warm and comfortable and plush like a teddy bear but he definitely had muscles I could feel them on my body. I lost track of where we were walking and I really didn't care I walked in a daze. Before I knew it we were at a river bank and his left arm was around my waist and his right hand was holding my hand. When I saw where we were I pulled away and took a few steps away my breathing picked up and as I was backing up I fell backwards and landed on my butt. Chase looked at me with a soft face moved toward me but I just scooted away and pulled my knees close and when I pulled my head outta my knees I saw my yogas were wet and I realized for the millionth time I was crying. I looked up at Chase who was sitting near me but not incredibly close. But then I realized he was waiting to be told what happened. I swallowed and said, "Before I tell you I need you to understand nobody knows this, nobody not the guys who were defending me with you not my parents none of my friends nobody. What I tell you you cannot tell anybody else....can you promise me that? And it won't end with a fairytales either."
"Okay I promise I will not tell a soul."
"Okay...." I breathe, "it all happened over summer it was in July and we were celebrating my 15th birthday...Mom wanted to have it at the park everybody from school was invited and all of my family. Jake my bestfriend at the time was there he came over to me and told me he had a present for me but that it was in his car. When we got to the car he couldn't quite get in the back to get it so he asked me if I could and I didn't have a reason not to and not to trust him so I did without a second thought. When I got back there I saw nothing and when I turned around he was there and he wasn't himself. He held me down and said unmentionable things a-a-and he touched me and grabbed me and ripped things off and licked me and put his tongues in places I never thought imaginable..." I sob for a moment and gather myself realizing I must finish telling him as I promised I would, "and then he took his pants off and I was crying and begging him to stop but he just laughed and said things about wanting me. And I cried out in pain when he...when he..." I couldn't I can't say it outloud I sob so hard I feel dizzy and Chase comes over and catches me before I fall into the water I'm sobbing my heart out and he's holding me caressing me coos me and whispers, "Ally it's going to be okay I promise...Shhhh don't cry. I would never do that to you I'm sorry that happened to you I'm going to rip his dick off and shove it down his throat." He said it so angrily and I knew he meant what he said I pulled away, "No you mustn't he was drunk he says he can't remember he feels really bad. No please don't hurt him."
"What he did was wrong Ally he deserves to be punished."
"I know but not by you. Not when you have no reason."
"Have no reason!? Ally you are my reason Ally I like you a lot I know we have just met and I know this is bad timing but I have never ever felt like this, but I know what I feel is true and if you would have me I will be true to you?"
I freeze what did he just say I had to have heard him wrong....no I didn't I heard him right. Before I can think straight and put together an answer it flows loosely and freely from my mouth, "Yes...I will."
Chase pulls me to him smiling I smile back, that's the first time I have smiled in months. I don't know why or how I could even do this, but I did. I kissed him and he kissed me back. I put my hand to his heart and my other hand around his neck while his held my upper and lower back. Then I pulled away, I rested my hand on the ground but almost immediately pulled back up. A shot of pain went through my hand and I looked at it and it was bleeding. Blood...blood...what am I forgetting or thinking of...my period! I'm late! I'm never late, OH MY GOD! This can't be right I jumped up and paced and walked around frantically and asked Chase how long it has been since July 2nd? "Over a month, why?"
My face goes pale my blood runs thin and cold....and I say, "I'm late my period is late...it's never late I've missed two months...."