Should I Tell

How It Began

It all began in the summer time, it was a hot July day. It was Allys' 15th birthday, there was a perfect breeze which blew Allys' long black hair across her face she was wearing a small v-neck t-shirt that read 'Pepsi' on it shorts that went farther down than the other girls' she wanted to be conservative and to go with her blue Pepsi shirt and dark denim shorts she wore her black Converse's with dark blue laces. Ally was very beautiful she had nice full skin toned lips, big blue eyes that seemed bore into your soul and a nose that wasn't too small or too big it suited her perfectly. She was standing outside in the Sun which made her tan complexion seem to radiate in the light. She always seemed to have a faint glow to her, girls envied her and guys wanted her. As she stood there away from the party to take a breather from all the excitement she came to realize she wasn't alone. She turned around and nearly fell over when she saw Jack Silverton one of her grade school friends standing there, how long had he been there watching she wondered?
"Jack, sorry I didn't realize you were there...you scared me. What's up," Ally asks Jack. He responds, "Nothing, thought I would come take a breath, but I didn't mean to startle you I saw you out here looking radiant as ever and thought I would come say Hi and Happy Birthday!" "Are you enjoying te party???"
"Oh yeah, it's not that I just wanted to take a breather...but it didn't do me much good I have admit. You have always been breath taking. Take a walk with me your gift is in my car?"
"Sure, where is it?"
"Just down there by the tree line."
They head down making small talk. When they get to his car he unlocks it and crawls back out and asks Ally if she can crawl in there and crab it cause he "couldn't fit". She didn't see why she couldn't he's never done anything to break her trust so she did. But little did she know what would happen next would change her forever. She crawls in the back where he instructed her to go. The seats were all laid back and she saw a red blanket lying out on the floorboard and turned to ask Jake where it was but he was right there behind her she squeals. He clamps a hand over her mouth and lays get flat. He kisses her neck with a strange kinda hunger that he had never filled or never could. His hand left her mouth so he could use one hand to restrain each of hers while he straddled her. Before she could think his lips were upon hers, his tongue roaming in her mouth, teeth clashing, deep moans escaping from Jake. He finally pulled away Ally felt dizzy from lack of air "Stop Jake, your my friend you don have to do this, please let me go," Ally says with a sweet naiveness. Jake speaks, "But you see Ally you're the one I have always wanted....always. I've never made a move on you but I am now and I plan on having some fun. I'll make sure it's a birthday you never forget." "Jake no! Please no....please stop!"
But it was too late sometime in her pleading and crying he had taken his pants off and was working on hers. She struggling thrashing but she soon stopped in her tracks...the look in his eyes a desire so great she knew she was too weak to fight, but there was something else there's something not quite right...."Jake...what's wrong with you? Have you been drinking!"
A sly grin displayed on his face, "Maybe, so what if I have it's not a big deal Ally. I just want you that's all I've ever wanted. When I was 6 I asked God to send me an angel...I see it now you're my Angel, my gift."
"Jake no you're wrong I'm your best friend."
He groaned and before she could protest his tongue was in her mouth it started out sweet like nectar and then rough. Ally had never been kissed before she was waiting for the one special guy to come along. Just as she thought about how she was going to lose her virginity and unwilling she thought of screaming but they were too far off no one would here she had started to cry again when she felt something enter her. She had never felt more dirty and violated in her life! As she cried he would thrust harder se begged and pleaded, but he just continued. He grabbed and touched parts nobody but her had ever see. He violated her for what felt like eternity but then he let go of her right hand. This was her chance she grabbed a beer bottle and smashed it against his head he fell over past out. She hurried into her clothes, realizing she can't go back to the party she walked home and weeped the whole way. That was her 15th birthday this summer. And they say the teenage years are the wonder years....