I'm not scared of death , maybe my heart does bit harder or i start to shake in front of a situation of adrenaline, but its just that the adrenaline, but not scared of it. The only thing I'm really scared of is wasting my life doing nothing. Or so I thought.
When i was little i always asked about what I'm going to study when i get older or what's going to be my job. My parents just said to think about it another time that its not the time to think about that stuff, I'm to little to be thinking about that stuff , that I better start thinking in getting my middle school grades up, but the funny thing is, that as soon as I get to high school that's all people start asking and talking about including my parents, saying I should start thinking of what to do with my life after high school.
Maybe it's my fault that I don't know what to study or maybe it's my parents or I'm just trying to put the blame in someone. I even started to think that I was just gonna die after graduation right there in the spot. That's what I was expecting at least and all I would worry about.
I wasn't expecting my parents to decide that I should move out of New York and go all the way to California in a little town with my uncle and his son to end my high school years there. I was mad, I tried to convince them that it was not a good idea , they weren't even asking me if I was okay with it, they just thought it was the best for me , maybe it was but I sure as hell I didn't want to do the awkward introduction and fake smiles all over again, but, was it up to me? nope. I may be a bit dramatic but come on, my awkward useless fashionable self is not up for that.
On my way there all I thought was that maybe I can stay with my cousin so I can avoid the awkward walking alone situation and be awkward with him or I can wait for the principal and avoid the "were the hell is everything?" with the awkward class introduction situation.
Either way , it will be hella awkward.
And just to think that was all I had to worry about, oh I couldn't have been more wrong.
I didn't expect that one of my best friends were part of a family of hunters, or that one of my friends was a Werewolf or that I would be falling in love with one. I didn't think that I would've been worry about that stuff at all.
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Hayran Kurgu◊ "I remember when my only concerns were, what would be more awkward. That my cousin introduced me to the class or the principal." ◊ [TEEN WOLF FANFICTION |S1-S6] ||Slow updates|not complete|| BY BMCC150102 DISCLAIMER: I do...