How to be a good lad [ ziall ] { on hold }

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Niall

"Niall, Niall!"

Liam came running to me with my cellphone in his hands

"Who's there?" I frowned

"Some guy called Calum"

The name made my heart race... He was calling me.

I took the phone

"Hello?"

"Hi, Niall"

"Oh god, it's so good to hear your voice" I said softly "I haven't-"

"We need to break up"

"What?"

"I can't trust you to be with me in a military school"

"I don't know what you're talking about"

"Don't act stupid" he said quietly "I'm sorry, but we're through, don't message me or anything, I want you out of my life"

I felt my heart shatter

"But... I love you"

"Whatever, Niall"

Then the line went dead.

Tears welled up in my eyes as my roommates looked expectantly at me

"Well?"

"I... I got dumped"

I heard the trumpet and they all rushed out. I just hid in my bed and curled up sobbing... Why did he break up with me?

I couldn't believe it. I'd been with Calum for almost three years.

I heard feet come into my room and the moment I heard water slosh, I closed my eyes waiting for the liquid

It was icy cold, and the covers were torn off me when I received it.

After it was out the bucket, I continued to cry into my hands

"Niall?"

I sobbed till Zayn turned me around.

I knew my nose was running.

Hot tears were rushing down my cheeks and my lips were shaking, my face was red and hot and I was just so upset that I couldn't even look at him

"What's wrong?"

"C-Calum..."

"What about him"

"He dumped me!"

I curled up to keep crying and Zayn shut my dorm door, then locked it.

He pulled my wet body out of my bed and he sat me on Louis' bed, sighing

"I'm so sorry"

Now that Calum was gone... I didn't even think twice about loving him.

I knew I'd loved Calum to bits. He was my first serious relationship and he could be a dick at times but he still meant the world to me.

My broken heart was crying it's love for him out along with my eyes that had so much treasured the sight of him.

I was heartbroken to say the least. I couldn't understand what I did wrong... I had only been here for two weeks and I'd already been dumped... It's been such a cruel week.

I grabbed ahold of Zayn and buried myself into him, bawling onto his shirt as I pulled his arms around me.

I needed comfort... A lot of it too.

I was a complete mess and I knew it. My lungs hurt from such harsh breathing and I was still crying against Zayn.

I wondered if I'd be in trouble for not coming to a class.

I figured Josh would take over which mean he was who I'd be in trouble with.

Zayn let me lay down with him on Louis' bed, he let me stay close and I bit my shaking lips, hiding further into Zayn

"Are you okay?"

"No..."

He sighed and he brought me even closer, pressing my body to his as he put an arm around my waist.

I fell back to sleep against him, and when I woke up, he was asleep too, snoring softly above my head

I pulled back a little... Why was he letting me do this?

His eyes opened up and he yawned, looking me in the eyes

He looked so much like Calum...

That one thought put me back into my heart wrenched tears and this time he just hushed me and told me it was okay... That these things happened all the time.

I knew it was true. But that didn't mean it didn't hurt

"Your first time... It's always the worst" he said gently

It was the first time I'd ever loved someone and Calum was someone I'd loved for two years. I thought he'd wait for me to come out of this place and I even had hopes for a future together.

But it had all crumbled to dust and burnt to ash.

Though, knowing Calum he probably found someone knew and was busy fucking them in his room or even in the loo.

"Zayn..." I whimpered

He was calm, he didn't react to his first name used, instead, he just hugged me right all over again.

I fell back asleep one last time and when the bell for mess hall went off that night... I woke up to Zayn leaving and my friends gathered around the doorway

"Was he here the whole day?" Harry asked

"I... I think so"

Liam climbed up first to hug me, then Louis got up and eventually Harry joined in.

Louis snuck me food because I didn't want to go anywhere.

Liam slept in Louis' bed with him and I though Harry remained in his own bed for the night

// adios for now u lil frick heads

xxmolly //

written by; @ZIALLISLIFEE