How to be a good lad [ ziall ] { on hold }

s e v e n t e e n

When I woke up, my back and neck ached.

The collar was digging into my skin and I groaned.

I opened up my eyes, Major Malik was naked.

I couldn't see his front, only his back and god... He was handsome.

His biceps flexed as he pulled on boxers, his camouflage pants came up his toned legs next.

I was in awe to say the least and he turned around with a shirt in his hand, a chain around his neck and a scar on his hip

"I'll have to wake up again tomorrow" he said calmly

I sat up and stared, tugging on the collar round my neck

"I wouldn't take that off if I were you" Zayn advised me

"Do I get to eat?"

"This morning, yes" he answered "but only what I give to you"

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I sat beside him in mess hall with four other majors.

I was the only junior not around other juniors, I was also not the only person wearing a collar

A miserable looking senior had red all round his collar as he sat beside who I assumed he was being a bus boy for

On his plate was veggies and that was it.

I prayed I got vegetables.

A burger was put in front of me, Zayn pulled out everything but the beetroot

"Eat"

"I'm a vegetarian"

"I'm aware"

I sat staring at the beef in front of me.

I can't eat meat... It makes me sick.

But I was reminded he could stop me eating altogether. Or, I could sleep outside in only boxers with a leash attached to a pole.

So, I ate.

No less than ten minutes later I was running for the loo.

I missed by a long shot and the last of my dignity sprayed onto the floor with a loud choke

I'd hurled a pale brown onto the floor, my mouth tasted like acid and at the sight of my own vomit, I threw up again.

"Fuck"

I was lifted up by Major Malik who had a bucket for me to throw up in a third time.

He took me to the nurse and I was given Panadols

I got put back into Zayn's room and I showered there for only two minutes because those were my orders

Ill, I lay down on the floor.

At break, Zayn was generous and gave me proper food, though I knew it was only because I was sick.

I was given macaroni and cheese without ham, and with leek bits instead

It was average, but I was still miserable.

My friends sat two table away staring at me.

I blinked back tears... My heart still ached.

I looked at my still full plate, I'd only had three bites of it anyway

Zayn thankfully didn't force me to eat, though, he left me with a guy called Callum.

Despite the minor spelling difference and the completely different look. I was still upset about it.

I had to participate in disciplinary classes, Josh wasn't allowed to give me orders.

All my other classes I wasn't allowed to attend I had to sit with Zayn all day and watch the seniors while I was treated like an actual dog

I had to lay in his lap while he pet my head and fiddled with my collar... I knew I was never going to get myself into this much trouble again.

Nobody thought my punishment was anything but funny.

I didn't like Zayn touching me as punishment, nor did I like the name 'mutt' coming my way

This was not a chore. This was bullshit.

I didn't fight though, I knew how much more trouble I could still get into.

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"Michaels, drop and give me five sets!" Zayn yelled

I sighed, watching another senior begin a hundred push ups.

I lay miserably over Zayn's lap, my head on his right thigh and my lower back against his left

I lay sort of between his legs sideways, looking up at the clouds while he pet my stomach

This was weird, though I was bored

I began looking for shape in the clouds and when I found none, I rolled onto my stomach, his hand petting my head instead

"Bored?"

"Yes sir" I murmured

"You can join the seniors if you like"

"No thank you sir"

I sighed as my hair was pushed into my face... It's like he honestly thought I was a pet.

I scratched my head as I sat up facing him, my legs wrapping over his

"I'm hungry"

"Just wait"

"Can I please do something else?" I nagged

"No, lie back down"

I grumbled but did as I was told

"Can I at least sing?"

"Go ahead" he sighed

It was clear he didn't want me to, but that didn't stop me.

I sat twirling a buttercup between my fingers singing Yellow Raincoat to myself

Zayn wasn't listening and he soon pushed me off and told me to sit. Yes, he literally just said sit.

I sat cross legged as he angrily grabbed a hold of a senior who had his phone in his pocket

"Unlock your cell phone"

He did as Zayn asked and he took it back to me, and called me back.

Instead of being in his lap I hung on his back, reading rude messages about Zayn while the senior kept his head low

"I want to see you after classes"

He handed me the phone "you can play on it"

I sat playing on the iPhone 4S playing Oven Break

I was back in Zayn's lap, only this time I was enjoying myself because I had a device to occupy me

He made small talk and gave me the passcode to the confiscated device.

At final mess hall, I sat at his side and was given only small amounts of meat which was chicken nuggets which I knew you couldn't actually classify as chicken because they were most definitely not made of chicken altogether.

I was told to sleep in the corner again, though while Zayn studied I sat in his lap, his spare hand held my hip.

I felt a little like a whore to be honest, but there were no sexual favours and nothing today was really that bad

"Bed, now" Zayn instructed

"Yes sir"

// you should also check out my other story called 'heaven' its larry & its one of my favorite things to write :)))

xxmolly //

written by; @ZIALLISLIFEE