How to be a good lad [ ziall ] { on hold }

t w e n t y t w o

It was finally my last day with Niall as my Mutt.

He'd done a shit load of my cleaning jobs over the past four days and had almost gotten into the way of a fight between two of my seniors

Both were punished by yours truly and apologised to Niall for ignoring him when he was given orders to stand between them to stop them fighting that they both heard and chose not to obey.

But, it was my last day with him nonetheless and that meant that the only way he could be in here was if he got in trouble

He was in a pretty shitty mood with me.

He didn't tell me why, but he was in a pretty shitty mood in general too.

Eventually it turned out he was pissed off about Calum and then that's all he talked about for the entire day.

He rambled on about all the nice things that his amazing boyfriend had done with him and give him and done to him... It was sickening but I was way too caught up in his moving mouth by the end of the day

We were in my room, sitting on my couch, and he was half laying down on the couch facing me.

"And this one time, he took me to the beach at night" Niall rambled "and we went for a midnight swim... In our trunks of course"

I had my chin on my hands as I leaned forward to reach his slouched height and I just smiled... He's adorable

"And we had this huge water fight, I almost drowned him. But that's not the best part"

I bit my bottom lip... He'd been saying that all day.

"And then we got out the water and he wrapped me up in a towel, and we kissed" he continued "but that still isn't the best part"

"Niall, can you just get to the best part?" I asked

"Okay." He nodded

"He had a blanket on the sand, and when we dried off and dressed again we lay down together then" He said happily "we just looked at the stars and the best part is... That's when he told me he loved me"

Watching Niall's eyes sparkle was amazing

"But now... We're just not together"

The sparkle became the orange light in the room against his watering eyes

"And I guess he just doesn't love me anymore because..."

I got so lost in his eyes it was crazy. It's like I was swimming through and endless ocean trying to find that spark again.

But instead of finding the spark I was looking for, I found his lips.

Niall didn't react at first, but when I spoke his name to make sure he knew I was kissing him, he sat up and kissed me back

It was my bottom lip that I used to capture his and soon my tongue rest against the inside of it so I could have a taste of his delightful pink lips.

His fingers slipped up my chest till they reached my collarbones, and he pushed me back, but continued kissing me

I dropped onto my back, his lips still moved lazily with mine

But soon I stopped the kiss to find out if he wanted it or not

"Well..?"

He bit his bottom lip and sat back, telling me he was unsure or didn't want it.

Judging by his reaction to the kiss I concluded that he was unsure

"Do you need me to kiss you again?"

"No... Thank you" he whispered "I... I just need time to think"

I nodded and then the next morning I found him gone, the collar on my desk and my bed made neatly...

Was he really going to think about it?

What if that was his way of saying no?

He'd been giving me a lot of mixed signals this week so I wasn't sure. But I wanted to be... But now I also wanted him to be too.

// hey hi hello i am currently in 8th period and im in the back room and im alone and ya wow fun 

 xxmolly //

written by; @ZIALLISLIFEE