S.H.I.T

in the light (part 2)

Ever since that date I've been thinking about they guy in the dark. The one who I bumped into on accident. But there's a problem, I didnt get a phone call..

That means he didn't match me..

I wasn't one of his five. I'm a bit upset- okay I'm really upset. However, I'm not going to mope around. If he didn't like me enough for me to be his top five then it wasnt meant to be.

I just have to stop thinking about him.. with a huff I look in the mirror. My skinny jeans are ripped up and down my knees and thighs. Sometimes when I'm nervous I mess with them making them bigger.

My shirt is another loose crop top and a black jacket. The crop top is dark purple and it matches the panties I'm wearing.  I have black winged eyeliner with purple and silver eyeshadow.

I curled my black hair and now I'm fixing it so it's all separated and messy looking. It's more of a gothic or punk why. I put my purple beanie on and look in the mirror once more making sure I look okay.

My platform black boots make me 5'5 but in reality I'm only 5'2. Yeah I know, I'm short. I roll my eyes when I realize why I'm wearing so much purple..

This is the same color my mystery guy's light was. I didn't even realize that's why I was picking out this outfit. Before I leave my house I check everything making sure I'm not leaving anything on that could burn my house down.

Last year I left a stove on and almost burned down my house.. that was the first week I moved in. I swear it's so stressful living alone.

I leave my house and get into my. I don't want to but I have to go grocery shopping.

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At the grocery store I put healthy food in my shopping cart. I decided I'm going to try to be healthier. 

I park my shopping cart as I look for something I want on the shelf. What kind of cereal do I want? As I watch the shelf I walk so I can keep looking.

I run into someone and I panic a little. I look at the guy who is now looking at me. His phone in his hand. "I- I'm sorry, I didn't see you. I was being the clumsy guy I am-" I realize I'm rambling because this guy is super attractive.

He smiles and puts his phone up. "Its okay, love," he says and I'm shocked st his voice. This attractive as fuck guy is the same one I made out with a few days ago.

"O-oh?" I say and he looks me up and down. I'm happy I found him but then I realized he thinks I'm not good enough so I start pouting and he smirks.

"What's wrong, hottie?" He says and puts his hand on my hip and looks down on me. He's tall.. I like tall guys..

"Why didn't you pick me?" I pout and he chuckles. My arms are crossed and I'm trying to look upset but I'm to happy I got to meet him again to be upset.

"I didn't pick anyone. I thought maybe if you were ment to be in my life we'll meet again," he says and plays with the bottom of my crop top carelessly. His fingers brushing against my stomach every once in a while.

"And I was right," he smiles and I drop my pout. Now I'm smiling and captivated by him. He's so hot and I like his attitude.

"Yea?" I say biting my bottom lip.

He places his hands on my sides and slides them down go my hips. Wow, I dont exactly know him but I'm fully okay with this.

I place my hands on his shoulders and shift closer to him. We go in to kiss. "Mommy! Look!" I hear behind me and the little boys foot kicks me.. not in the ankle or legs, that would have been okay..

No, the boy kicks me in between my legs. I groan in pain and fall to my knees.  One hand to my crotch and the other catches on to the guys pants pocket.

"Oh my god! Mike!" A woman says surprised. I look up to see the guy looking at me surprised. I look at the little boy who's laughing at me.

"I'm so sorry! Mike apologize!" The mom yells at her kid.

The kid looks confused at his moms anger. "B-but mommy? It's a boy, I proved it," he says and I close my eyes and feel the guy I was about to kiss kneels down.

"Get your fuckin' kid under control," he says sounding pissed off. Fooking.. British accents are fooking amazing.

"Are you okay, love?" He says now holding my face. I look at him and sigh. The pain is almost gone.

I nod and he helps me up. I blush and look for the little brat but he's gone. I look back at him. "How about you meet met at the Theater? Friday at 8pm.." he says and I smile.

"Okay, what's your name?" I ask and he smirks and shakes his head.

"What's the fun in that?" He says and kisses my forehead. I blush and he waves bye and walks away leaving me confused and wanting to know more about him

Well.. looks like I'm going on a date Friday.