Love at first sight? Shawn Mendes

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Bethanys POV

I run to he bathroom. I havent done this in a while.

Cut

1.ugly

2.whore

3.worthless

4. And for every hater

I wash the fresh cuts. It stings a little cuz i havent done it in a while now.

I walk out and see shawn trying to find me. But was mobbed.

I run to the hotel. I had 46 missed calls from shawn, 3 texts from Hiruni, 6 missed calls from cameron and basically 6-10 missed calls and texts from everyone else.

I lock the bathroom door. I look down to my wrist. I just regret cutting. What have i done

You know what. Im just gonna throw my razor away.

I thriw my razor back into my bag cuz if i throw it in the bin then god knows what...

My wrist begin to bleed again..

I walk out back into the room...

The door knob begins to turn. Shawn runs up to me and attacked me with a bear hug.

But i wince a little wheb he grabed my hand.

He looks down and start to tear up.

"W-why would you c-cut?" He sobs

"I cut along time ago. But i thought that i needed to bring it back." I say looking down.

"No. You dont. You have me to protect you. Dont listen to the fans. The boys get hate too but they dont solve it by cutting... wheres your razor?" That was a good lecture

"Its in my bag" he grabs my bag and takes everything out.

He cries when he saw the razor with blood on it. He throws it out the window.

I give him a peck on the lips and whip away his tears.

He wraps my wrist in a bandage

Soon the boys and my bitches burst throw the door.

Jack J attackes me with a bone crushinf hug. Wtf

Shawn clenches his jaw.

"Oh me gerd. Beth i thought i lost you again." Said Hiruni squishing me.. seriously she gives me so many swuishy hugs and shit...

"Where dafaq were you. Hiruni couldnt stop pacing and yelling" cameron sighs

"I was going to the bathroom and now im here"

Everybody looks down to my wrist.

The girls start to tear up. Mahogany walks up to me and takes my wrist.

"Dont do this again. I got hate when i was dating Jacob but i never solved it by cutting" she sighs

I give her a hug

"GROUP HUG!" Yelled Aaron

Soon we were all hugging each other.

☆☆☆

We were watching Frozen when we heard a gun shot outside.

The room was filled with silence. I turned thr tv off.

Someone was banging on our door.

Oh no