Why So Cruel

Chapter six

Jimmy was in the living room watching TV. I went straight to my room and locked myself in there. I laid on the bed and stared at the ceiling. I try to think back to when I was happy. But that was only when I was with the guys. They make me happy. A smile worked its way into my face.

I'm grateful for Blake for being the first to speak to me. He is funny, rude, and crazy. His goofy manner always brings a smile on to my face.

I'm grateful for Leyon. He is smart, honest, and chill. He is always keeping everyone out of trouble. Like once when the guys though it would be fun to shoot paintballs at the assistant principal. After we did it he somehow convinced the principals that we didn't do it. And may I add he has a cute accent.

I'm grateful for David. He is dumb, crazy, and creative. He always the one coming up with things to do. Could say he leads us into doing stupid stuff. He brings adventure into our lives.

I'm grateful for Xavier. He is the logical one in the group. Gets us to actually think about what we're doing to do. He is like the big brother. He tries to get us not to do stupid stuff, and if that doesn't work, Leyon gets us out of trouble. It's kinda funny.

And lastly, I'm grateful for Kevin. He seems like the only one who can calm me down. He's compliments makes me feel fluttery inside. He's hugs bring warmth to my cold heart. To the group, he is someone you can share your feelings to and he's words of wisdom would help you a lot.

These guys are the only family I have and I will try my hardest to keep them in my life. Thank you to who ever put them in my path.

With that last thought I was sound asleep.

I woke up to banging on my door.

"OPEN THIS DAMN DOOR!" I quickly got up and opened it. He pushed his way in and sat on my bed. I stayed put at the door.

"Why the fuck was the door locked?" I don't answer. He stands up and march up to me.

"Why. The fuck. Was. The door. Locked?!"

"I'm sorry," He laughs in my face as he traps me between his arms and lean his forehead on mine.

"Did I ask for an apology? I asked why the got damn door was locked." He just won't let it go.

"I didn't want to be bothered today. I just wanted to take a nap."

"So you're saying that I bother you?" Duh. I didn't answer.

"Well, is that why you told me to go to hell?"

"No, I was angry. I couldn't control my emotions. That's why I need my meds Jimmy." He scoffs.

"You don't need anything, you're perfectly fine." I glare at him.

"No I'm not. And you're no help. You make me crazy." He smirks and wraps his arms around my waist.

"You make me crazy also babe. Why don't you show me how crazy I make you." He grabs my butt and rubs it. Not that type of crazy. "I can be your meds," he says as he kisses my jawline. I push him off of me.

"No." He looks at me smirking. He gets up and takes off his shirt. He is fit, I'll give him that.

"Babe I know you want this." He says gesturing to himself.

"No I don't. I never did. Why don't you find a girl your age to fuck?" He walks up to me.

"You're the only girl I need." He smashes his lips on mine. I try to push him again but one of his hands grabs my hands and hold them above my head while the other squeezes my throat.