lost in the unknown
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tuesday 22:54
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it has been 48 hours
48 hours since i thought something good
turned into something tragic
because life likes to play a cruel joke
a cruel joke on two people
that finally deserve love
now it does not make sense
on why i cannot stay by your side
through the darkest times and your roughest nights
but i am trying
i am just lost
lost between the good times where i was so high
i never wanted to come down
or the time where those movie nights turned into kissing fights
the laughs, the hope, the damn hope i needed
in this god awful year i have had to endure
and we have to say goodbye
i do not know if it is temporary or forever
but you are worth the wait
because this is different
a different that is terrifying and exhilarating
i feel like i am on the scariest rollercoaster
but i never want to get off
if that means you will stay
everyone has demons in their closet
so do i
though i may never be able to grasp them
i want to try my best to understand
so whenever you are ready,
i am here
ready to take you into arms
YOU ARE READING
Final Tear
PoetryI'm shedding my final tears. No more. I'm tired of you being the first thing I think about in the morning and the last thing I think about before falling asleep. I'm ready to move on to new beginnings: and my first new beginning will be without you...
