and still i try
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friday 23:43
┅┈┉┅┈┉┅┈┉┅┈┉they brush me off
like dust in the wind
because i am too stalethey stray away
like the plague
because i am needythey left me with nothing
not a crumb to spare
because that is all i was; nothingjust another girl on their score sheet
another name that will be forgotten
another hour, wastedthey left me stranded
rotting beneath my work
my efforts all left in vain
because i was not easy
commitment is too hard
you are not enough
their words would pierce meand i would be heartbroken
over and over again
like a record playing on repeat
because i always lose
in the game of loveyet, still i try
try to give it another shot
try and believe the words being spoken
the ones i have heard one too many times
and i just hope that one day
they would turn out to be trueand still i try
and still i fail
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Final Tear
PoetryI'm shedding my final tears. No more. I'm tired of you being the first thing I think about in the morning and the last thing I think about before falling asleep. I'm ready to move on to new beginnings: and my first new beginning will be without you...