What's on the outside? is it same as within?
Every little voice that appears telling you that all that will happen is you preparing yourself to sin.
Maybe this is the punishment for my wrongs.
I don't know.
I hate myself.
I always screw up.
Nothing but a screw up.
I'll never make it in life.
I will never be anything other than a failure.
I will never be accepted.
I will never be loved.
Love is nothing but an illusion.
I will not get better.
No matte how hard I try it never works.
I'm tired.
I want to run away and be by myself.
I have too many problems to count.
I have too many faults to calculate.
Nothing ever has a happy ending.
I'm stuck in this black hole.
A never ending rut until I'm gone.
I am a disappointment.
I suck at everything.
I am worthless.
I will never do anything good.
I will always hurt people.
No one understands.
I don't even understand.
I want to leave right now, I have a car and it's full.
Help me someone.
Help me.
I don't know.
My head hurts.
My chest hurts.
Everything hurts.
I feel numb.
