The Unforgettable Love

Unlucky

Snows Point of view

      I really hate my life right now, I want to be talking to Charming about the whole say my  name Hook debocale but I fucking can't. I just want this search for Henry to be over, I just want to be home in Storybrooke. In Storybrooke I can just be a teacher and enjoy my life with my husband. This whole say my name Hook thing will be out of my mind and we can just be us, but no the longer im in these woods the longer I am going to be reminded of that night. 

   I don't have anyone to talk to about my feelings besides Regina. I really don't want to talk to her about it. She wasn't even supposed to know about this entire situation but she found the note and now she knows. Maybe I'll talk to her about it. It is almost time for me to go on watch duty. She is there right now so I can just go a bit early and talk to her. 

 I head down to the watch area thinking of what I am going to say to Regina. I don't want to give her to much information but don't want to give her to little either. 

  S- Hey Regina can I talk to you about something its a bit personal. 

  R- Yes of course you can what else are sisters for. 

  S- So that letter you read right, Well I gave it to Charming in attempts to make a conversation. Instead of actually having a conversation he needed time to think which I gave to him but when he came back we didn't end up having a conversation. Emma ended up needing to talk which then added some new information to the situation. 

  R- Ok so what is this new piece of information that you have. 

  S- Needless to say that when Charming went on his walk to think he stopped in at Hook and Emma's tent. The only people who know what happened in that tent are Hook and charming. Im assuming that they talked about me hearing Charming say " say my name hook." I'm not totally sure what happened though. All I do know is that when Emma went into the tent Hook was sound asleep. She thought that it was strange sense Charming just came out of the tent. I think that its pretty weird too.  When me and Emma talked about this it took maybe ten minutes top and when I went back into my tent Charming was asleep as well. I really don't know what is happening here Regina. 

  R- Well I really can't be much help to you Snow. You know I care about you and everything but this is more of a you and Charming problem I really shouldn't be a part of this. All I can really do is garentee that you and Charming actually get some time together. I'll let you guys take watch together tomorrow. While your by your self tonight maybe you can write down some things you want to say to Charming. With that my shift is over have fun.  

 Well that was a nice talk not really I got nothing from that. Other then a guarantee that me and charming are going to be on watch together, so that will give me time to actually talk to him. Hes gonna have to listen he's stuck. haha. 

*** OMG guys two updates in one day. I reread the book to see where I  was going and got a kick of inpiration what a great Christmas gift for the both of us. Hopefully I can get a third chapter out today as well but I do have a Christmas dinner to go to in a couple of hours. I am really thankful that  I still have people that like this book enough to read it. You guys mean the world to me I love you all so much bye.