As he took me down to the bed, I fought badly to get myself free but it was to no avail. I pushed, I scratched, I kicked and did All sort of things I could but it was to my dismay, he was stronger than me.
I even bit him on his shoulder as he placed his lips on my neck, I felt extreme pain on my core as he kneeded me rougly, I shouted, i cried as I kicked him. I bit him yet again on his shoulder as he held me tight to his body. It was unbearable .
After some minute of his evil deeds he fell to the other side of the bed while I laid on the bed trying to recover my energy for the pain in which I was the worse I have ever felt.
After some time I got up and wore my underwear for that was the only thing i could do right now because of the pain I was in.
I looked to his side of the bed and he laid peacefully with his lips moving slowly. I placed my hand on my stomach, I tried getting up again but the pain in my core was unbearable so I laid back down and curled myself up as tears made their way out of my eyes.
I cried, because I lost my virginity to my husband in the most painful of ways, I felt like dieing. Who did I hurt ? Why me? .
Eventually I slept off, I didn't even wear my bra or even a shirt. I was hurt beyond words and weak.
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"Get up" I heard his voice which woke me up from my slumber, I got up and sat on the bed feeling weak.
He called me a whore which I couldn't take, how dare the person that rapped me call me a whore. I slapped him accross the face , he kept calling me a whore and I banged my hand across his chest, I told him he rapped me but it seemed to me that he didn't believe. He left , I laid back on the bed as tears made their way out..... I clutched my chest tight, I didn't mind being only on my underwear, I was so sad, broken, shattered to the extent that I felt like commiting suicide.
"Jasmyn" I heard Aymans faint voice as he stood infront of me.
"jasmyn get up and take a bath"he said but I paid deaf ears as I sobbed silently.
He kept calling me but I paid deaf ears to him, he Squated in front of me and placed his hand on my shoulder as he lifted me up slowly, he took me to the bathroom and placed me on the bath tub.
"Uhm... Take your bath, I'll get your cloths ready " he said before leaving.
I sat in the bathtub, I did nothing, I didn't move and inch . The only movement was that of my tears cascading down.
"Jasmyn are you done? " I heard his voice but I said nothing, I still sat put in the tub.
"Should I come in? " he said but I said nothing.
"Jasmyn" he opened the door slowly.
AYMANS POV
I walked into the toilet and she was still seated in the bath tub With her head in the bathtub crying . I really did rape her.
I sat on the edge of the tub and turned on the shower.
"I'll bath you" I said and she looked up at me.
"No"she replied slowly "please leave me alone" she said.
"Okay but please bath " I said, I felt guilty, I am the cause of her poor condition . I need to fix this...
I turned my face away and walked back out leaving her to her stuff.
I sat on her bed but noticed the blood stain on the sheets so I took it out and made sure I washed it clean in my bathroom.
"Ahhhhhhhhh" I heard her scream in pain, I wanted going in and asking what was wrong but I decided to shrug it off.
"AYMAN"she screamed and I ran into the bathroom to find her struggling to get up . this reminded me of her, my ex but I decided shrugging it off.
I sat on the tub, she sat in there, naked. She looked sick and tired. I lifed her up bridal style and took her to the room where I placed her on the bed.
"Sorry" I said using a duvet to cover her naked skin.
"Ouch" she yelped slowly as she shifted on the bed.
"What happened? "I asked but she only took deep breaths.
"Ouch" she cried out again, what was I supposed to do.
