Love of My Life

Rose

Love of my life, you've hurt me
You've broken my heart and now you leave me
Love of my life, can't you see?
Bring it back, bring it back
Don't take it away from me, because you don't know
What it means to me - Queen

I love singing this cover song from Queen for my solo act. I could feel all the BLINKS singing with me and just enjoying my rendition of this classic. I love music, but I love performing it even more.

Finally! Our last day of Blackpink's concert tour in Japan. I'm tired, but I have this restless energy that the best is yet to come! To say that this year had been incredible is an understatement. A successful comeback with a new EP, a world tour, Coachella, and our song Ddu-Du Ddu-du reaching more than 1 billion views in youtube, who could ask for more?

We thanked the crew, hugged each other, and patted each other on the back for another successful concert tour. I'm so blessed to have Jennie, Jisoo, and Lisa in my life. All of our success is even sweeter because I'm sharing it with them.

I'm so happy to be home that I ran into my room and laid on my bed. I heard three other doors closing and the sound of showers running. I decided to take a long bath instead and put on my favorite baby pink robe. I laid on my bed again until I heard Jennie calling out.

"Pasta!"

I went to the kitchen thinking Jennie was calling me. Pasta is one of my nicknames.

"I cooked your favorite pasta for dinner!" Jennie was excited to tell me. I took a bowl of pasta carbonara and sat next to Lisa who was watching a rerun of MAMA 2019. Unfortunately, we missed most of the award shows this season because we were finishing our concert tour in Japan and starting our recording for our next comeback in 2020.

I'm enjoying my bowl of pasta carbonara while flipping through the pages of Korea Instyle in which I happened to be on the cover for this month.

All of a sudden, I heard screaming from the t.v. and saw BTS performing. I can't lie, they are really good! They are also doing very well like us and had broken a lot of barriers for K-pop artists.

But, I couldn't help but look at V a little closer.  He caught my eye and I found myself waiting eagerly for his close-ups. There's something about him, a je ne sais quoi. I used to see him as an immature boy, always being goofy. But, he definitely does not look immature or goofy today. He looked extremely attractive and HOT?

I felt as if he's staring at me with his piercing eyes, looking deep into parts of my body I was never aware of. What's wrong with me? I can't be fangirling goofy V? Yaiks! I need to sleep. I must be really tired.