Lost In Captured Thoughts

Chapter Nineteen: Finding It

(Pearl's POV)

John's leaving today to go see Katy. It's been complete and utter hell, sure I understand how he concerned about the well being of his girlfriend. Even worse Georgia is going with John because he asked If he could bring her and Katy said yes. Georgia has been lecturing me this whole week about how I should really think of Katy and how she must be feeling now and she's been arranging to meet Katy for ages now since apparently their practically "family". Georgia's whole lecture honestly wanted to make me vomit.

The only support person in the house right now is Harry. I'm so grateful because he has been by my side talking to me, catching up on our history for the past three years. Because of him, my wounds have finally heeled, I still have all my scars and cuts there, but I don't think there going to be going anytime soon.

"See ya Pearl!" Georgia said giving me a wide smile. She knew how much this meant to me to see Katy. It may not be the full story or the real reason she was thinking of, but she knew I want to see Katy.

"Make sure you don't burn the house down!" John said as he took his suitcase out of the hallway, and put it outside.

"Bye!" Harry suddenly said, appearing in front of me holding a half eaten jam sandwich.

"Aren't you going to give your girlfriend a hug?" Georgia said supper over the top sweetly. Harry walked over to her and put his arms around her waist, giving her a hug, still holding the sandwich ...............................................................

"Bye" we both said to them as they got into John's massive car and drove off.

"For goodness sake!!!" I scream out in anger, kicking one of the closed doors that I had seen before.

"Hey!Hey! What's wrong?" Harry said coming towards me.

"This whole thing is stupid, I just wanna see my bloody mother!" I say, feeling the tears beginning to form in my eyes.

"Where does this lead to?" I ask curiously as I looked at the oak door. I've never been in there before.

"Pearl....This is John's study! No ones aloud in their, even Georgia isn't!" Harry said, trying to reason with me. but I didn't listen to him. My objective was to get to Katy before she even had the funeral.

I opened the door to see a study with many pictures of all the women he has dated and married all around his walls. I felt myself look at all of then in disgust. I saw two pictures of Katy on his wall, one of them she was in a bikini on a beach with the most shade of purple hair, lying on the sand, staring in outer space. She looked so beautiful. I wonder what she was thinking about? Maybe she was thinking about me? Maybe she was remembering something? Or maybe she was hoping and thinking up what would happen to her in the future? I thought to myself as I stroked it. The second picture made me want to vomit and smash the whole of his face. Katy was lying down on a bed, completely naked and asleep, not evening knowing this photo had been taken. I took the picture down and off the wall and smashed it hard onto the ground out of anger. Then loads of stuff fell out of the back of the photo frame. Their were letters, post cards, gifts and loads of stuff that was labelled "Katy's goods" I looked through them and found them and found an a piece of paper that had John's handwriting on it with loads of details on the funeral! I read through it eagerly, desperate to find out about it. As soon as I saw were the funeral was happening, I felt myself begin to tear up at how thoughtful Katy has been.

"Harry, we have to go to Katy!!" I suddenly declare, getting up and rush into the living room and grab my phone.

"Why?? Pearl we don't even know where and when it is! And you are still healing, there is no way I'm letting you go!" Harry exclaimed as he followed me around.

"Harry there will be plenty of time for me to heal and recover when I'm in my mothers arms, safe and sound, but that's never going to happen unless we go! And I know perfectly were we're going, I just need you to get there. We have two days to get to LA!" I say as I put on one of Georgia's jackets and go out of the house were a defeated looking Harry opened up the car door, and shoved loads of the stuff that we would need into the back of his car.

"Are you sure about this? 'Cause you know your going to end up still hurting a lot." Harry said looking to my eyes.

"I'm positive" I said determined. Harry started the car and on our way we were to LA.

A/N

Oh my God guys I am so sorry I haven't updated in ages! I've been so busy and stressed at the moment that I haven't found anytime to write!

Il try and update as soon as possible, hope you liked the chapter anyway!

Katy_pjs xxx