(Katy's POV)
I watch as pearl walks out the house, looking so grown up in her stunning floaty red dress and her beautiful natural curls hanging loosely. It scares me how much shes grown up. She's no longer the small little baby who needed me by her side all the time.
When I can't sleep at night I just stare at the ceilings for a while and I think about every moment of happiness and every moment of success I have experienced and the ups and downs of my life l have experienced but most importantly I think about my daughter. She is the happiness, the success, the ups and the downs of my whole life. She is my happiest, proudest moment of my life.
I wipe away the tears from my eyes that had just began to fall. If only I was there for her when she was going through all of that abuse and suffering she experienced, if only I had looked harder for her so she didn't suffer for all that time. But even worse, if only I was there for her from the very beginning. That is the thing I regret the most in my life just letting her go when she was taken away from me. Not even putting up a fight to go and find her.
"Katy what's wrong?" I hear his soft voice say as i hear his light footsteps enter the kitchen.
"Nothing" I sniff as I wipe my eyes and nose and turn around. I look at his face. So soft, so perfect and so loving.
"I may have only just met you but I can tell when you're lying." I chuckle as I walk forwards towards him and I put my hands into his.
"Am I really that bad of a liar?" I ask softly as I move closer to his face so we're only just a few inches apart.
"Take it as a compliment it just shows you're more of an honest person then a lying type of person." He said in his 'matter of fact' teacher tone. I'm not going to lie it was certainly a turn on.
"You want some honesty?" I whisper into his ear as I push him backwards into the entrance hall. I crash my lips onto his as I put my right hand through his hair and put my left hand on his cheek. He kissed me back with such passion I felt my self delve deeper for more. He began to kiss lightly from my cheek to my jaw, to my neck where he seemed to find my weak spot. I feel myself become vulnerable and raw, it's as if he's unraveling me and leaving me naked and bear while the rest of the world is clothed. I've never given anyone the power to make me feel that way, nor do I plan to do that for a long time. As usual I put my defences up doing what I'm most well known for: teasing.
I kiss him again and push him further backwards so he's up against the front door. I open the door with one hand and break apart from the kiss.
"See you soon.." I say smirking at him feeling somewhat secure again.
"What was the honesty in that? He asks me while smirking at me but his eyes were looking into mine knowingly as if he could tell I was defending myself.
" I can't give you all of me at once, that would just be greedy" I say back as I lean on the door.
"so does that mean you're up for another date then?" He asks me.
"Call me!" I say in a sing song voice as I go to close the door but I hear him shout " I like you a lot miss Hudson"
I feel myself smile. It's nice to hear my name, my true name, my proper identity.
" and I like you a lot to Mr Green" I say sincerely behind the door as I close my eyes and smile to myself like a silly school girl.
"Oh love why do you play so many games with me" I whisper to myself as I walk over to the window lean against it and watch him walk away. I feel as I'm in a dream. I know it sounds cliche but I think I'm in love.
I hear my phone ring, I get up off the floor and go back to the kitchen where I left it. I see that It's Shannon calling so I pick up immediately.
"Hey girl! Long time no see!" Shannon says happily.
"Sorry about that Shan, I've had a lot on mind, I've been meaning to contacted you..- Shannon cuts me off from my blabbering and says "I understand Kate, it's always been this busy for the both us. How about we have a movie day or stalk loads of hot boys down by the beach I mean I was driving passed the beach earlier and some of the guys Kate they're literally to die for!" I giggle. It still amazes me how we've known each other for so long now, yet she hasn't changed at all.
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Lost In Captured Thoughts
FanficIt's been three years since Pearl and Katy have been separated and both of them are struggling to survive without each other. Both of their lives have changed for the better and for the worst. But when they find out each other's secrets will they ac...
