"Oi you pick up the rest of that mess now!!" Mr Spencer's voice boomed loudly as I scurried over to all his pile of Crap and collected it in my boney arms.
"Now leave me alone and don't you dare make a sound or disturb me until I call you, or you will be in serious trouble.." Mr Spencer snarled which made me shiver and made my skin crawl.
"Yes Mr Spencer.." I mumble quietly as I quickly get out of his filthy living room and go upstairs to my bedroom/attic.
It's been three years since I had been taken away from Katy, and she still hasn't come to find me. To be honest I don't think I will ever see her again. The thought tear's me into even more broken pieces.
I am damaged goods being used over and over again. I am no longer the Pearl I once was that used to feel loved and complete. I can't even remember what it is like to feel loved, all I know is how to feel pain. For three years that's all I have ever felt, pain.
"Oh Katy I miss you so much..." I whispered out loud, stroking a photo of Katy and I when we both got our hair dyed. Those where the good times.
I teared my eyes away from the photo and I looked in the mirror. All I wanted to do was be my thirteen year old self again with the luscious long blonde hair with my tight curls and my bright blue eyes that always used to shine brighter when I was happy. But now all I could see was an extremely skinny girl with scars and a face as beaten as a meat loaf, with messy shoulder length hair and the dullest grey eyes.
I touched my many bruises on my face and all up my arms twitching and wincing at each delicate touch. These wounds won't seem to heal.
Then I remembered what Katy would do to Mr Spencer if she found out how much pain he has caused me mentally and physically.
From what I can remember she would go kick his ass hard and have her extremely 'bitchy mode on' I remember them well, and it's not the side of Katy you want to embrace. I chuckled at the thought of it..
"WHAT DID I TELL YOU ABOUT MAKING A SOUND AND DISTURBING ME!!!!" Mr Spencer yelled at me as he grabbed me by my hair. I winced in pain as so he slapped me across my beaten face.
"Shut up now and stop whimpering you little bitch!! Now tell me you love me, tell me you love me daddy!" He grabbing my chin making it hard for me to breath. I felt my insides turn inside out, making me feel sick.He will never be my father.
Despite my thoughts I said it anyway.
"I love you daddy, I love you so mu-c-hh" I said fear evident in my voice.
"Louder BITCH!!!" He screamed, slapping my other cheek. I began to cry which I regretted immediately as I felt my vision blur and my world began spinning into a whirl pool of darkness...
Authors note:
Hello everyone and welcome to the first chapter of the sequel to 'No one can take my pearl'
If you haven't read that book yet then go read it cause otherwise this won't make any sense!
So I will be updating this book twice a week (: unlike the first book where I updated constantly. (sorry guys!)
Hope you like it, love you guys xx
~katys_pjs~
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Lost In Captured Thoughts
FanficIt's been three years since Pearl and Katy have been separated and both of them are struggling to survive without each other. Both of their lives have changed for the better and for the worst. But when they find out each other's secrets will they ac...
