(Katy's POV)
I'm trying so hard to get back to normal but all my efforts are failing. I slam my pen onto the desk in annoyance.
I've been trying to write this God damn speech for three days now! I cannot believe theirs only two more days until her funeral. To be honest I do not want to go at all, all I really want to do is stay in bed and cry. I miss her so much.
"Hey how's it 'goin?" Shannon said whilst peeping her head through my office door. Shannon's been with me for the past two weeks and I'm honestly extremely grateful for her helping me through this.
"Shit, completely shit, Shannon I don't know what to say. For once I just can't let my emotions spread out on the page." I say frustratedly, putting my hands on my temples.
"You don't have to Kate, just use something that finds the words you are seeking..." Shannon says giving me a wink.
At first her idea made no sense to me, it was like Shannon was a sphinx giving me a riddle to figure out. But then it hit me like a tone of bricks.
"Thank you Shan!" I said, scribbling onto my page, knowing exactly what I was going to do.
"Anytime, by the way lover boy is coming tomorrow, just thought I would remind you!" Shannon said cheekily, knowing that I had completely forgotten.
"Yeah I know, I know!" I said, motioning my hand for her to go.
Shan closed the door, leaving me to prepare for this terrible goodbye. I knew exactly what I was going to do know, I just hope that it will be enough for my baby to see how much I love her and how much I'm going to miss her.
A/N
Sorry I haven't updated in ages guys! I've been so busy with everything going on at the moment so forgive me if updates are slow now!
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