I envy you with glee
Your who I want to be
But with my age
You suddenly fade
Just a shadow of a lie
That's why I cut my ties
You say it's time for cheer
But all I feel is anger and fear
That festive spirt that haunts stores
Always makes me stay indoors
That once happy carol
Makes me shiver like I'm feral
Or the once sweet drink
That only makes me think
Think of my problems
That control my world
But at last you hate us
Where just trouble you say
That all we need is Christmas change
Your songs speak of coal to such kids
But if that's so then why no get rid
Rid of the people that ruin you fun
Then maybe you get a taste
Not of sweet vanilla
But of tiring despair
And maybe you'll stop judging us
Because that would be so fair
Our lives have changed
And so have you
So stop pressuring us
And maybe I'll like you
I guess merry Christmas
But more just happy holidays
Anyway I wrote this because
One I can't get to sleep and two
I was talking with a lot of people
And it's kinda the same, Christmas
Is kinda just there, I doesn't feel the
Same. And you know I kinda relate.
Still I don't know. Anyway like I said
I hope you have a good Christmas
Or other holiday 💕
And get some sleep
That's more just to me but whatever
💕
