When She Runs

Chapter 19

When I woke up I heard Taz and Jay talking outside my door. I wanted to hear want they had to say but at the same time I didn't. What happened tonight made me think that I was letting everyone in and allowing myself to get hurt. I can't allow this anymore. I can't trust people who decide about plans and that knows someone will get hurt. I can't allow people to make decisions for me. I want to open my heart to someone, now more than ever, but with Darkin out there I can't allow that.

Not with Darkin still out there. Taz may think he may have Darkin off my ass, but I know Darkin, and Taz just made him more pissed off. I'm not safe, and if I stay here neither is Anton or Taz. I don't need them hurt. Those two are the only ones I trust. I would be crushed if they got hurt. I'd rather get hurt by Darkin then have him use Taz and Anton against me. My only option for them not to get hurt...is to leave. And that's what I'm going to do. 

I know I was going to hurt a lot of people but it's the only way to keep them safe. Which also means I'm going to have to let go of Jay. No body here treats me the same way anymore after that night. I need to get away and find myself all over again. Darkin will follow me and leave them alone...I hope. I'll tell Jay he can stay with me tonight then leave early tomorrow morning. I'll have to lose Anton's goons or else I'll be back here.

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I can't believe they thought by beating me half to death would stop me. They'll wrong, it only pushed me harder. My guys turned on me and they lied to me. I'm getting me revenge and I'll start with little miss Rayne. When I walked through the front door I notice my sister with Aiden; I don't give a fuck anymore. Aiden's a weasel and my sister deserves better. I walk right past them and into my room to work on my plan. I know Rayne better than anyone and I'll know she'll leave to stop them from being hurt. But she can't do that without getting away from Anton's men. With that I'll help.

I'll call on the only one of my guys that hasn't turned on me and told him the plan...next on the list is to call little miss perfect. I know she will be thankful for my help without even admit it. I call my guy and it only rings once for him to pick up the phone. I told him of my plan and he agreed to have everything worked out by the next time I call him.

I dial Rayne's number and it takes two rings for her to pick up. I know someone is with her when she whispers "What the hell? Why are you calling me at this hour?"

"Calm yourself Ray, that is if you want to be able to leave and get away without Anton's men falling you anywhere you go. And before you say how I knew what you were going to do, it's because I know you better than anyone does. So here's what you're going to do at two which is only an hour away you're going to have anything you might need, throw it into your Jeep and then leave.

You'll drive till you're on I-50 then someone I know will cut off your tracking device that Anton has put in your Jeep. Then go wherever the hell you feel like, you need to tale a large amount of money with you, you can get that from your parents safe. But just know that I will never stop following you."

"Okay I got it." she says.

"Better hurry time is running out. Oh throw your phone out the window when you leave, can't have them following you." I tell her. I laugh then get set to work on my plans for Rayne.

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Darkin's call has only given me me courage to leave. I grab my clothes and money from my parents safe. I get to my Jeep just as it turns two. I'm so glad I gave Jay one of my sleeping pills to knock him out, or else I wouldn't have been able to leave. I just hope that they can forgive me whenever I come back. I hurry to pull out of the drive and make my way onto I-50. I pull out my phone and see that Jack is calling. I guess he's the only one who woke up when I left. I quickly throw my phone out the window and it thrown into a bush.