When She Runs

Chapter 24

If Reaper thought I would just stay in his room like a good little girl then he's got another fucking thing coming to him. But after going to my house today  I don't think Viper is going to let me out of the compound and after that attack today Reaper won't let me out of his sight. So since I'm fucked, I might as well raise some hell. First I have to get out of Reaper's room, walking towards the bedroom door to find it unlocked. Such a stupid bastard. Leaving the door unlocked was such a mistake. Opening the door, I stuck my head out the door to see if anyone was in the hallway. No one in sight. Good, I can sneak out the room and reek havoc just for Reaper.  Hopefully Viper is still getting answers out of that guy who tried to take me, so I won't run into him and get an earful for going back to my house.

I knew the guys would be pissed especially Viper but that phone call from my brother effected me, more than anyone knew. Tip-toeing down the hallway and looking over my shoulder for anyone. Mainly the prospects, we still don't know which one turned and until we do I won't trust any of them. Viper is the one I remotely trust. And I don't know whether that is a good idea after all that I went through. Coming into the main room of the compound where all the bikers hang around, I peek my head around the corner and quickly pull my head back and run down the hallway and into an unknown room.

I looked for the light switch when I felt something go over my mouth. I used the defensive training Anton had taught me and quickly kneed him in the balls and slammed him into the door. I could here the shouts and footsteps running towards the room I was in. The guy stopped moving and I began to feel dizzy. I think whatever was placed over my mouth had chloroform in it. I heard the door being pushed over and heard a groan. "Son of a bitch" was the last thing I heard but I felt arms being wrapped around me.

I remember something my psychologist said to me 'when you're unconscious your brain remembers various memories whether they be good or bad, humiliating or horrible. We can't decide which memory our brain pulls into our mind.'  So I guess a memory is coming back but which one?

*Memory*

I was walking back from a party at my friends house when all of a sudden my ex boyfriend and his 'gang' came and jumped me. His 'gang' started beating me until I was about to die.

My ex came out of the shadows and whispered in my "So you think you can get away from me that easily? Think again baby doll. I'm going to make you regret breaking up with me."

That's when he started beating me even more. I saw him pull out a knife and stab my leg over and over again. Then that's when he started undressing him and me. I hadn't notice that his friends had left. When I looked back at him he had an evil look in his eyes. That's when I noticed he had put  himself inside me. He was raping me and wouldn't stop. While I was begging him to stop and when that didn't work I started screaming.

**

I could feel my body moving with each beating I was getting from Darkin. But I could also feel hands holding me down and a voice coming through the memories. It sounded a lot like Reaper. Of course that memory had to come into my mind when it had only been a couple of weeks since my flashback/nightmare. But knowing Reaper was with me and had stayed after what happened to me made me feel...I don't know really. Loved. Safe. It's a different kind of feeling than with Aiden and Jay. Somehow I connected to Reaper than with any other person. My mind is telling me to run after almost being taken today. But will Reaper stop me from my endless running? I doubt it.

I'm slowly becoming conscious. Focusing on Reaper and his voice, feeling safe within his arms. When I awoken I noticed that Reaper had his arms wrapped tightly around me, I don't know whether it's to stop me from struggling during my dream or for himself because I was almost taken mere minutes after he claimed I was his old lady. Just remembering what happened scared me shit less. My body started to shake as I thought what would have happened to me if I landed into Darkin's hands. I wouldn't live to see tomorrow with how pissed he is.